contentment
i'm very very happy. and not cos i've finally properly turned nocturnal. i have lovely friends at home. i have lovely friends at uni. i'm loving the sunny weather and my shiny new haircut. i'm loving that i'm closer to some people who i havn't seen for a while. i'm loving that i feel independent and self-reliant. to a certain extent. i feel like my own person.
i'm also quite nostalgic.
about newstead....cos its been a year since we left and accepting it is still a bit weird. i think i'll always have a part of my heart coloured green.
about uni......fresher's week still seems like last week. late night conversations and coffeeeeeee and random crazyness. lectures seem like a thing of a different era.
about 4 hours ago..... unretrievable times making stupid faces and trying my first bite of marmite toast.....with typical charlie "trust me" .......[fyi] i'm a lover
i'm sad about having to leave holloway. i've loved it. i've disliked it at times. but i think i've always loved it anyway. i can't believe 1/3 of my time here is over. its so sad. *weep.* but summer ball was amazing...an amazing amazing end to the year. having survived the 10+ hours and just seeing so many familiar faces and everyone having a fabby time and dodgems and chocolate fountains mmmmmmm. just being in the quad with huge tents and lights and lasers and music was so surreal. walking on the grass. dancing to sweet child o' mine at 5am in ballgowns with the sun baring down on us. fantastic.
i'm also looking fwd to summer...seeing everyone again. want to read loads and be productive and actually get myself a job. not just waste it sleeping and watching tv. may try to write a short novel. my first endeavour in to proper-lengthy stuff. right, sleep now....i heard the founders clocktower bells chime 6am a while ago.
i'm also quite nostalgic.
about newstead....cos its been a year since we left and accepting it is still a bit weird. i think i'll always have a part of my heart coloured green.
about uni......fresher's week still seems like last week. late night conversations and coffeeeeeee and random crazyness. lectures seem like a thing of a different era.
about 4 hours ago..... unretrievable times making stupid faces and trying my first bite of marmite toast.....with typical charlie "trust me" .......[fyi] i'm a lover
i'm sad about having to leave holloway. i've loved it. i've disliked it at times. but i think i've always loved it anyway. i can't believe 1/3 of my time here is over. its so sad. *weep.* but summer ball was amazing...an amazing amazing end to the year. having survived the 10+ hours and just seeing so many familiar faces and everyone having a fabby time and dodgems and chocolate fountains mmmmmmm. just being in the quad with huge tents and lights and lasers and music was so surreal. walking on the grass. dancing to sweet child o' mine at 5am in ballgowns with the sun baring down on us. fantastic.
i'm also looking fwd to summer...seeing everyone again. want to read loads and be productive and actually get myself a job. not just waste it sleeping and watching tv. may try to write a short novel. my first endeavour in to proper-lengthy stuff. right, sleep now....i heard the founders clocktower bells chime 6am a while ago.