Apr 29, 2006 20:03
i feel stupid and insecure about my creative writing. i know its stupid to feel like this. but i do. and its not fun. ive done like 3 diff versions of monologues and they're all rubbishy. plus, im trying to do a stupid essay on woolf and marinetti about modernity and literature and limits of language and style and my own work and argh....i hate referencing and getting things to make sense. sorry this post is so totally emo. i should get back to work. after the essay i have to finish the 3000 word methodology of which ive only done 900 words. and write some 250word commentaries as well. cant wait til tues when i shall give it all in and be rid of it. but then the revision......oh may11th, where art thou?