Oct 03, 2008 20:48
It's only been a week since we met, but the new boy has pretty much been enamored of me since day one. It's a strange feeling. A good one, but strange. I really wish I knew what he sees in me. I'm not being self-deprecating here; I'm truly curious. It's just so surprising to meet someone & have him lavish all this praise & attention on me. It's great, but almost embarrassing.
I really like him. I don't believe in love at first sight. Lust at first sight, yes. Friends that click almost instantly, yes. (As Gonzo sings, "There's not a word yet for old friends who've just met.) But it is strange that I should care for him so much, so quickly. He's really adorable.
I don't know where this will lead. It's nice to be the cool one, for once. I feel a little like Mae West. I'm worried that I may be too cool. He's so sweet & he's totally sweet on me. I'm not reckless w/ other people's hearts, but he knows I'm fiercely single. Taking his chances, if you ask me.
*HUGS*
woe,
friends,
joy