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5:00-so i fail, in every way possible. i...
i was happy this morning, about the past day, about the coming day, optimistic about everything. then things started happening. little ones, that just kept on adding up. and now...no sleepover. i am not planning anything myself the rest of the summer. i'm tired of disappointment.
except, why should i be caring about that sort of thing, when there's such crazier things going on in the world? poweroutages across countries, ambulances down the street...
in other news, ilana and mom both have no way of getting home, my internet just died, and my computer has too many things wrong with it than i can figure out. and i still need to do those library books.... oh, and, since i had a total of two days to practice-still, not my fault this time- i'm gonna do horrible at piano. again.
and i can't post this, 'cause i can't connect to the internet. and i cant renew those books, 'cause i can't get online.
oh, and one more- coming home from dropping my mom off, i realized i really wanted to hear this one song- on the pennharmonics cd. and i can't find it. anywhere. i dont lose that sort of thing!!!
happythoughts, right....
but, that cd was right in front of my eyes- i just didnt see it. *sigh* i'm an idiot.
i was happy this morning, about the past day, about the coming day, optimistic about everything. then things started happening. little ones, that just kept on adding up. and now...no sleepover. i am not planning anything myself the rest of the summer. i'm tired of disappointment.
except, why should i be caring about that sort of thing, when there's such crazier things going on in the world? poweroutages across countries, ambulances down the street...
in other news, ilana and mom both have no way of getting home, my internet just died, and my computer has too many things wrong with it than i can figure out. and i still need to do those library books.... oh, and, since i had a total of two days to practice-still, not my fault this time- i'm gonna do horrible at piano. again.
and i can't post this, 'cause i can't connect to the internet. and i cant renew those books, 'cause i can't get online.
oh, and one more- coming home from dropping my mom off, i realized i really wanted to hear this one song- on the pennharmonics cd. and i can't find it. anywhere. i dont lose that sort of thing!!!
happythoughts, right....
but, that cd was right in front of my eyes- i just didnt see it. *sigh* i'm an idiot.