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[singinghazelnut]

i...don't think i'm gonna do piano next year. my teacher's leaving, and....wow i feel like a ....loser. failure. something. but i'm just not enjoying it anymore. it's a burden to go down and practice. and that's in the summer, when i have tons of time. then again, maybe in comparison to homework, it'll become more attractive. but... i dont know. i can't even figure out my lessons for this month...

and i need to be practicing. but really, what's the point, when my lesson's today, and i haven't practiced all week? it's not even my fault this time. i wasn't with a piano at all. all week.

*sigh*

edit: helps when my clock is not on september....