yeah....
Well I'm still sick but I'm still going to school. only because I have a math test..and I understand what I'm doing :D:D!!!
my day yesterday...
I watched ALOT of tv. Nothing good though...except perfect perposal! best show ever! some guys are so sweet! Anyway then I went to sleep. I skipped lunch and supper. I was scared to eat.. I didnt want to throw it up. I'm going to eat something today though because even as sick as I am..I'M STARVING!
Anyway some people are so dumb! grrr! ok Friday night I slept to lacies house with 4 other girls. We were really bored so we opened a can of snirnoff ans split it between 5 people. the next day I felt SO bad! I told myself I was never going to drink because of my father (for those who dont know he commited suicide as a result of being an alcohalic) but anyway so I felt really bad. Yesterday I found out that some people from Warriors found out and they started yelling at one of the girls. They mentioned about her cousin who was killed by a drunk driver. so she started crying. When I woke up I had a msg from Jeremy.
Jeremy: hey Sarah you there?
me: Yeah whats up?
Jeremy: did you drink at lacies?
Me: no why who told you that (I didnt know what to say at the time)
Jeremy: Lacie told me.
Me: oh..well yes we did drink
Jeremy: why'd you tell me you didnt?
Me:because people told me not to tell anyone and I feel like crap about it.
Jeremy: good.
Me: what do you mean good?
Jeremy: I'm glad you feel bad..thats what I was going to do right now.
Me: I heard you made Jessica cry.
Jeremy: yup maybe now she'll smarten up. I want to talk to you in person tomorrow so I can show you how bad drinking is.
me: well jeremy, I give you permission to try and make me feel worse then I do. but your not going to have much luck. I've been thinking about my dad all weekend so if you were going to mention about him to late!
Jeremy :oh...thats exactly what I was going to do.
Me: where do yu get that your all high and mighty and you can make people feel like shit?! It was my first time drinking and it was like 1/4 of a glass. And you use to drink ALL the time and you and nathan talk about you two getting drunk all the time!
Jeremy: We've learned our lesson. We want to teach you guys before something happens. So tomorrow I'm going to talk to you.
Me: am I suppose to thank you for the warning?! I gtg Jeremy...say whatever you want tomorrow!
and I went offline! it made me so mad! I already felt bad! where does he think he can make us feel bad! I have nothing against drinking..like if other people do it. Its not really my thing. I've had sips at weddings and stuff but this was my first time going behind my mothers back and drinking (even if it was only a little) At the time I didnt feel bad at all! I was saying we should have gotten more! but I'm so glad we didnt!
Anyway now you know how much of a goodie I am...
~Sarah
my day yesterday...
I watched ALOT of tv. Nothing good though...except perfect perposal! best show ever! some guys are so sweet! Anyway then I went to sleep. I skipped lunch and supper. I was scared to eat.. I didnt want to throw it up. I'm going to eat something today though because even as sick as I am..I'M STARVING!
Anyway some people are so dumb! grrr! ok Friday night I slept to lacies house with 4 other girls. We were really bored so we opened a can of snirnoff ans split it between 5 people. the next day I felt SO bad! I told myself I was never going to drink because of my father (for those who dont know he commited suicide as a result of being an alcohalic) but anyway so I felt really bad. Yesterday I found out that some people from Warriors found out and they started yelling at one of the girls. They mentioned about her cousin who was killed by a drunk driver. so she started crying. When I woke up I had a msg from Jeremy.
Jeremy: hey Sarah you there?
me: Yeah whats up?
Jeremy: did you drink at lacies?
Me: no why who told you that (I didnt know what to say at the time)
Jeremy: Lacie told me.
Me: oh..well yes we did drink
Jeremy: why'd you tell me you didnt?
Me:because people told me not to tell anyone and I feel like crap about it.
Jeremy: good.
Me: what do you mean good?
Jeremy: I'm glad you feel bad..thats what I was going to do right now.
Me: I heard you made Jessica cry.
Jeremy: yup maybe now she'll smarten up. I want to talk to you in person tomorrow so I can show you how bad drinking is.
me: well jeremy, I give you permission to try and make me feel worse then I do. but your not going to have much luck. I've been thinking about my dad all weekend so if you were going to mention about him to late!
Jeremy :oh...thats exactly what I was going to do.
Me: where do yu get that your all high and mighty and you can make people feel like shit?! It was my first time drinking and it was like 1/4 of a glass. And you use to drink ALL the time and you and nathan talk about you two getting drunk all the time!
Jeremy: We've learned our lesson. We want to teach you guys before something happens. So tomorrow I'm going to talk to you.
Me: am I suppose to thank you for the warning?! I gtg Jeremy...say whatever you want tomorrow!
and I went offline! it made me so mad! I already felt bad! where does he think he can make us feel bad! I have nothing against drinking..like if other people do it. Its not really my thing. I've had sips at weddings and stuff but this was my first time going behind my mothers back and drinking (even if it was only a little) At the time I didnt feel bad at all! I was saying we should have gotten more! but I'm so glad we didnt!
Anyway now you know how much of a goodie I am...
~Sarah