Why does everything have to be so damn difficult in my life?
Miracle Worker is over. It was one of the best shows DeSales has ever produced and everyone I've talked to said the same. It was one of the most moving experiences I've ever had. I'm extremely upset that show is over, I can't even tell you the amount I've learned from it. I feel like it paved a new way for me in DeSales theatre. We'll see.
We picked our Act 3 show...I wanted Wizard of Oz, but we picked Aladdin instead which is fine. The script I feel is a little confusing, but not too bad. I'm still going for director AND costume designer. That means, if I don't get director, I'm running for costumer which I can almost guarentee I'll get. I'm on spring break right now and we vote for the positions as soon as we get back from break.
Men...I think it is a necessity to this journal that I talk about them lol. The same guy that I was writing about before, well there's stuff going on. We're not dating, we've kissed quite a few times and we've told each other how we feel about the other......but he has to get over his exgf first. Which really blows. Somehow everyone in the department also knows about it, I don't know how that happened bc I didn't really tell ANYONE. Tina found out which is making the situation bad I feel. I'm just very afraid that because he wants to take everything slow, which I am fine with, that everyone else is going to push him to make it go faster and he'll get scared away. It scares me because I know it almost happened between Aaron and Victoria. Everyone was up aaron's ass about him officially dating Victoria that it almost didn't happen at all. So we'll see. I know things are going to be strange when we come back from break because his ex wanted him to come over her house and he hasn't really talked to me at all this whole break. I want to leave him alone and let him deal with things this break...but at the same time I don't want to not talk to him, its complicated...and I've never had to deal with this crap before either so idk.
I'm terrified of being on academic probation for next semester. My grades are HORRIBLE. I think the issue was, the first semester this year I barely had any homework...my classes were beyond simple. So I got used to not having to do anything really and now this semester is kicking my ass because the classes are ridiculous and I'm lazy as hell. So I've been trying to do work over this break so I can get ahead and actually read what I'm supposed to.
I think I'm going to crawl back into bed because I feel like shit...
We picked our Act 3 show...I wanted Wizard of Oz, but we picked Aladdin instead which is fine. The script I feel is a little confusing, but not too bad. I'm still going for director AND costume designer. That means, if I don't get director, I'm running for costumer which I can almost guarentee I'll get. I'm on spring break right now and we vote for the positions as soon as we get back from break.
Men...I think it is a necessity to this journal that I talk about them lol. The same guy that I was writing about before, well there's stuff going on. We're not dating, we've kissed quite a few times and we've told each other how we feel about the other......but he has to get over his exgf first. Which really blows. Somehow everyone in the department also knows about it, I don't know how that happened bc I didn't really tell ANYONE. Tina found out which is making the situation bad I feel. I'm just very afraid that because he wants to take everything slow, which I am fine with, that everyone else is going to push him to make it go faster and he'll get scared away. It scares me because I know it almost happened between Aaron and Victoria. Everyone was up aaron's ass about him officially dating Victoria that it almost didn't happen at all. So we'll see. I know things are going to be strange when we come back from break because his ex wanted him to come over her house and he hasn't really talked to me at all this whole break. I want to leave him alone and let him deal with things this break...but at the same time I don't want to not talk to him, its complicated...and I've never had to deal with this crap before either so idk.
I'm terrified of being on academic probation for next semester. My grades are HORRIBLE. I think the issue was, the first semester this year I barely had any homework...my classes were beyond simple. So I got used to not having to do anything really and now this semester is kicking my ass because the classes are ridiculous and I'm lazy as hell. So I've been trying to do work over this break so I can get ahead and actually read what I'm supposed to.
I think I'm going to crawl back into bed because I feel like shit...