Jul 02, 2005 13:44
GODDAMITTTTT!!
i just wrote a whole fricken thing and now its gone i guess i have to restartt. :
well i will pick up on where i left off and sorry for not updating sooner then i should have.. because now i for get alot of things excepat yesterday well lets seee.. and sorry for all the typos i make im not doing good at typing anymore haha,::::...
well on the 27th... lets see ryan slept over the night before in which was funn i argued with amanda for a while and now ever since then i swear alot more then i usually have or hadumm but yea ii stayed up for a while talking to brian like everynight that is but anywho. we hung around all day watched a movie or two dont ask which ones because i forget..well yea hung around in my moms room talked on the phonee.. yea not alot.. so umm lets go to the next day.. ryan slept over once more in which was fun we were like all burning up becuase we couldnt fin a fann to use well ii slept and i sleep with covers no matter how fricken hot it is but umm yea.. we watched a movie again.. or ii think i fell asleep through it but anywho.. on the 30 kat came over at like 7:00 and that day was broing i slept till 11:30.. and well melissa left to mandas... ii talked to brian on the phone even though i said nothing becuase i was shy and well ii made plans and i told my mom .. ii couldnt sleep all night i talked to him all night uhh well yea.. ii had like 30 mins of sleep and the next day i went to his house.. fun fun.. we watched be cool and then i watched him play basketball with his brother and my cousin and his friend ron in which they all were pretty cool.. i looked like a complete retardd.. jeeze ii was so ugly well i always am but jeeze it was bad.. umm ii hung around with him at the end i becuase less shy and then uhh i held his hand when he walked me back to meet my mommy and i gave him a hug and which i should have done more but again i was shy.. ekk i love him alot and i hopw we stay together till uhh forever.. <33 well i miss him like right now.. and uhh ii dont know how to get a hold of him oh well i guess i will jsut have to wait till he comes back from away once againn.. but yea today not much going on my stomacher starting hurting at like 12:00 this morning so i fell asleep in my chair and i slept walked to go get my blanket and my pillow and threw myself on the floor and slept till jsut abut 1:00 andyett my stomache still hurts and is making noises,, but i will get over it.. wow my back hurts like a mother.. anyways.. ii will update later not like anyone reads these.. /.