STupid jaw stupid stuipd
Ok So monday---i chilled and then went shopping. got cute shoes for 15$ got the msot beautiful red peacoat in the world for 9$ and a couple of more black things.
Tuesday--the Shakespeare day that would not end. I was really nervous that I would embarrass chris in front of all his friends because not only did just sacksteder's classes come in but so did the other senior englishes. oy vey! holy shit. nerve racking. i bet i spoke/did my schpiel for over 100 kids. wow. some were impressed and stayed with me the whole time sometimes..i lost them completely or lost my place and would uhh and umm and ask what else i needed to talk about. my little brother came in and video taped so i wouldn't have to come in again. my mom came into watch so did mr. hoff. sacksteder was really nice about it all and helped me out some too. it was fun. by the 4th time ireally had it down to a T. I knew exactly what to talk about and what examples to use. who knew there was a bit of a teacher inside of me? i wore my kickk ass new shoes to which a lot of people commented on.
Then I went to the wake. i tried to be as supportive as i could. i ended up falling asleep. sowy. but i helped cleaned up and held his hand through it all. Came back to my house. He skipped going to practice and we watched the OC, finished the first season. then talked and talked. I ended up crying thinking about leaving again and all the death that ig going on around us. oh man...it's tough. tough times at ridgemont high.
i'm going to 42nd st. on friday with my dad..that is also my spa day--hair cut oh man, nails, massage. saturday i'm going out with chris, sunday i'm going to chicago with mi madre to see the original i am my own wife. oh so much to look forward to.
i'm really happy right now.
really..happy.
so much so that i don't want to leave
Tuesday--the Shakespeare day that would not end. I was really nervous that I would embarrass chris in front of all his friends because not only did just sacksteder's classes come in but so did the other senior englishes. oy vey! holy shit. nerve racking. i bet i spoke/did my schpiel for over 100 kids. wow. some were impressed and stayed with me the whole time sometimes..i lost them completely or lost my place and would uhh and umm and ask what else i needed to talk about. my little brother came in and video taped so i wouldn't have to come in again. my mom came into watch so did mr. hoff. sacksteder was really nice about it all and helped me out some too. it was fun. by the 4th time ireally had it down to a T. I knew exactly what to talk about and what examples to use. who knew there was a bit of a teacher inside of me? i wore my kickk ass new shoes to which a lot of people commented on.
Then I went to the wake. i tried to be as supportive as i could. i ended up falling asleep. sowy. but i helped cleaned up and held his hand through it all. Came back to my house. He skipped going to practice and we watched the OC, finished the first season. then talked and talked. I ended up crying thinking about leaving again and all the death that ig going on around us. oh man...it's tough. tough times at ridgemont high.
i'm going to 42nd st. on friday with my dad..that is also my spa day--hair cut oh man, nails, massage. saturday i'm going out with chris, sunday i'm going to chicago with mi madre to see the original i am my own wife. oh so much to look forward to.
i'm really happy right now.
really..happy.
so much so that i don't want to leave