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Wow I have so much to catch up on....
Through this whole time i've been struggling with my monster movment project. people not shownig up or being too drunk, parent's anniversary. whatev guys. so it's been rough. it's been raining this whole time too....where's my snow!!!!!!????
thursday--saw hair. HOLY SHIT. it was a relgiisous experience. really and seriously. i was moved. i felt incredible afterwards. from the beginning to end i was fascinated with them wanting to jump up and sing. people were incredible. anthony can sing like a mofo, lisa amazing, joe barros was hilarious, ashley, all the guys, shelby, i mean wow. i was moved, the way they brought it to our times was incredible and relevant. makes me want to do something. really do something. important with my life. i'll admit i felt like crying when they sang let the sun shine in. all of them felt something. it was different for everyone. but everyone was there. everyone was brilliant. it's stuff like that that makes me want to stay here.
let's see--went to justin's house friday/saturdya morning. i love his mom....the whole house is adorned wtih christmas. i ate good food, played with lots of cats, watched a good movie, had a really good time. then came back to hartford got pictures developed for a christmas present for the ATs so while we were waiting went to elbow room and ate some goooood food.
i saw hair again last night. i was still moved. and i mean afterwards all i felt like doing was sitting and staring. i couldnt' tell anyone how amazing i thought they were, i had a similar experience with moonchildren. whew. justin and ryan are fighting which puts me in the middle so i got in a fight with jus about it, god. all of it's so annoying. he called me drunk to apologize and i said we'd talk about it in the morning. i talked to genna for a REALLY long time. it was so nice because i haven't talked to her in what seems a million years. so i was really happy to talk to her again. when i came back at like 11---dany was asleep. so i oculdn't be here. how nice. so i went to jenny's room, talked and watched tv and had a good night.
today is sunday and i'm meeting with my movement group for about a million hours to get this shit done. so frusterating. and then tonight? all i really wana do is read my two books and be finished with them. find an anger and tears monologue and sleep all day.
iu've been having doubts....hopefully i can quell them.
not about me. not about what i'm doing. just...doubts.
time to go work.
(getting a recording of hartt's version of hair) wah!!
Through this whole time i've been struggling with my monster movment project. people not shownig up or being too drunk, parent's anniversary. whatev guys. so it's been rough. it's been raining this whole time too....where's my snow!!!!!!????
thursday--saw hair. HOLY SHIT. it was a relgiisous experience. really and seriously. i was moved. i felt incredible afterwards. from the beginning to end i was fascinated with them wanting to jump up and sing. people were incredible. anthony can sing like a mofo, lisa amazing, joe barros was hilarious, ashley, all the guys, shelby, i mean wow. i was moved, the way they brought it to our times was incredible and relevant. makes me want to do something. really do something. important with my life. i'll admit i felt like crying when they sang let the sun shine in. all of them felt something. it was different for everyone. but everyone was there. everyone was brilliant. it's stuff like that that makes me want to stay here.
let's see--went to justin's house friday/saturdya morning. i love his mom....the whole house is adorned wtih christmas. i ate good food, played with lots of cats, watched a good movie, had a really good time. then came back to hartford got pictures developed for a christmas present for the ATs so while we were waiting went to elbow room and ate some goooood food.
i saw hair again last night. i was still moved. and i mean afterwards all i felt like doing was sitting and staring. i couldnt' tell anyone how amazing i thought they were, i had a similar experience with moonchildren. whew. justin and ryan are fighting which puts me in the middle so i got in a fight with jus about it, god. all of it's so annoying. he called me drunk to apologize and i said we'd talk about it in the morning. i talked to genna for a REALLY long time. it was so nice because i haven't talked to her in what seems a million years. so i was really happy to talk to her again. when i came back at like 11---dany was asleep. so i oculdn't be here. how nice. so i went to jenny's room, talked and watched tv and had a good night.
today is sunday and i'm meeting with my movement group for about a million hours to get this shit done. so frusterating. and then tonight? all i really wana do is read my two books and be finished with them. find an anger and tears monologue and sleep all day.
iu've been having doubts....hopefully i can quell them.
not about me. not about what i'm doing. just...doubts.
time to go work.
(getting a recording of hartt's version of hair) wah!!