shit shit fuck

[singin_princess]

yes yes my break was amazing, incredible, rejuivinating, relaxing, fulfilling, educational (it's all in a private entry, as most of my life is)

except now.

oh man did i fuck up the most perfect friendship. i hurt you. i can't do a thing about it now. you don't know what you had till it's gone....no kidding. i miss you. i'm sorry. you are the most genuinei person i know and care about. you care so much it's scary sometimes. i know you say that you can't talk to me. well i want you to. i want you to be my friend, just to be around you. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i miss you. I laugh with you and enjoy being around you. I don't know what's goin on sometimes, i don't. fuck. i never make anyone happy. i don't. i'm speechless and i can't. I dont knowo what I can do to make ammends. To think that you're out of my life is too much. I want you to be a part of it and i want to be a part of yours. Why is that hard to do? and i miss you. i feel awful. about myuself about choices about situations. oh man did i fuck up the most perfect friendship.

how do you know when it's time to let go?