Aug 30, 2006 22:26
1) cell phone is fixed call it if you want tomorrow right now it is charging
2) I have had it with drama and being accused of things I haven't done... if you want to unfriend me thats your choice.. but find out the actual truth before you go and do it.. I wear my heart on my sleeve and if I get hurt I will forgive but it takes a long ass time for it to happen.. don't expect me to be all peaches and cream with you right away when you find the truth out..and that you were wrong...hon I Hate to break it to you but not everyone is out to get you.. or talks behind your back...
3) I may be pissy for the next few months my Grams isn't doing well and me being the caregiver have to put up with all the shit that goes along with it.. we just got her an oxygen mask to wear at night and it seems to help but she has decided she doesn't want to wear it because it is too much of a hassle.. like her being unable to breathe isn't a hassle.. I love her and owe her a lot but I just can't take it anymore... is it cruel of me to want the disease to take her quickly? am I a horrible person for thinking everytime I go in to check on her that she will be gone? my family doesn't get how bad she actually is.. I am trying to get them here for a birthday party on saturday and they are all like"its too inconvienent for us to come to your house why not come here instead?" Dumbasses what in GRANDMA CAN'T TRAVEL ANYMORE don't you understand?!?!?
4)I forgot what I was going to say... oh well