its 2am
feelin better as each day goes by. i guess he might like someone else now...ouch. but im not for sure. im trying not to worry about it tho. i just wanna tell him how i feel...like i want him to look at me in the face and say "i dont like you anymore." it would hurt. but it would let me kno. i dont want him to feel sorry for me. i rlly dont. i just need him to understand that im still caring and i wanna kno if he is too. i wish i could read his mind. grrr. he went to florida for the week and im goin to cleveland on wednesday. soo when he comes back im calling him. he'll have to listen. and he can take what i say or leave it. idc. i just want him to kno whats going on....................
anywaayyy....today was kewl. went to tony's and hung with jesse and missy and tony of course...duh.!! it was fun times!! lol. gotta love it. we watched wedding crashers. deff a funny movie. now its so late and im kinda sleepy but its not quite bedtime yet. even tho i have laundry and stuff to do tomorro. im excited for cleveland. i need a break from this island. i need it bad. plus my mom is taking me pity shopping. mwahah i love it. and i get to go to the rock and roll hall of fame. basically its my dad being at meetings the whole time while me and mom spend his money. and kory is stayin home. lol. im so pumped. ok time to go now. byeee.
anywaayyy....today was kewl. went to tony's and hung with jesse and missy and tony of course...duh.!! it was fun times!! lol. gotta love it. we watched wedding crashers. deff a funny movie. now its so late and im kinda sleepy but its not quite bedtime yet. even tho i have laundry and stuff to do tomorro. im excited for cleveland. i need a break from this island. i need it bad. plus my mom is taking me pity shopping. mwahah i love it. and i get to go to the rock and roll hall of fame. basically its my dad being at meetings the whole time while me and mom spend his money. and kory is stayin home. lol. im so pumped. ok time to go now. byeee.