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trying so fckn hard to learn how to draw and i can't, i just fucking can't, i guess some people are just not born with what it takes. it's been months and i've been through 17093 video tutorials and practice and whatever you can imagine and everything is just as sloppy and noobish as ever. i don't know what i'm doing. i don't know how to do things. i can't draw, i can't render, i can't pick the right color and i hate everyone that can make good art with a burning passion the rage i feel is irrational and i want to kms