Holy stress!

[singham]

I just finished skipping my math class so that I could get my math homework done before the 1:00 deadline. I HATE to be rushed when doing homework, especially math because I suck at it. My stress levels are elevating because I feel I have soooo much to do but I just don't have the time. I know that school should come before everything else, but I like the four organizations that I am a part of and I will continue to go to them, but it is taking up a lot of time I have found. That and work and a support group I am joining that meets on wednesdays. I have voice lessons at 4:40 on Mondays for an hour and then my classes run a little long on Tuesdays and Thursdays, on Wednesdays I will start having that support group so that leaves me being able to work on Fridays and Saturdays at my current job. I definitely can't live on that, so I decided that I need to look for a job that is closer to here in order to survive and pay all my bills. It was so much easier when I was 12 and didn't have a care in the world....well sort of. The reason I didn't have my math homework done with to begin with was because yesterday I had class until 5:00, and in the beginning of the day when I wasn't doing anything I thought that after the LGBT ice cream social I would have time to do homework. I get a call about a half hour before my first class at 2 from one of my bosses reminding me that we had an employee meeting at 8. SHIT! And these meeting usually last two hours if not longer so I knew that I wouldn't have time for much. So I finished my last class, rush home, eat something really quickly, get my car, and come back to campus for the ice cream social. Ok, so that may not seem very important to you when I compare it to doing homework, but with my current internal battles and such, I really needed to go. It was fun and carefree and I meet some really cool and nice people there, so I was super glad I went. I am still in this phase of not being able to determine how much time I need to get from campus to nevada so I was like two minutes late to the meeting and I was running...and let me tell you, I nearly died. Just running from my car to the store...sad I know. So then we get drilled about how we need to step things up a notch and everything for two hours and finally I get to go home. I get home at like 10:30, and realize that I have a physics worksheet due in class tomorrow as well as math and I was supposed to read for women's studies. So I decided that I can do women's studies some other time (even though it is my second major), and do my physics worksheet. I planned on doing math last night but by the time I was done with physics, I was tired and not focusing so I just decided to go to bed. All that would lead us up to today, which is stressing me out. Thank God that it is friday, so she isn't being too cruel. :) I have a picnic for performing arts majors tonight, but I haven't decided if I'm going to go because I know that I am going to be busy this weekend, so maybe I should just either a) do homework tonight, or some of it, or b) just chill and relax tonight and watch movies that I borrowed from a friend. I guess we'll see.

So 20 DAYS until Grey's Anatomy starts again, and let me tell you, I am super excited. I could use some gay panic to watch on tv. Plus I get Sara Ramirez and Brooke Smith back in my life once a week, which is pretty great!