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[singforaugust]

I haven't been satisfied with much in a really long time. After reading Tina's post I'm going back to knowing why I feel the way I do. Why everyday I wake up and hope that today will be different. But really I'm just fooling myself, maybe this is it. Maybe this is life the way it was meant to be, and I'm too wrapped up that I can't find anything

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[ripher_toshreds]

wow maggie, this is such a strong awesome post. it reminds me of this story. so there's this christian counselor dude, and he has a son. one day his son comes home from school, super depressed - with his tail-between-his-legs sort of deal, and the dad asks his son, son - whats wrong?? and with a hesitation and a shame, the son finally sighs and tells his dad - a bully took my lunch money at school today. the dad, that christian counselor dude, sits a minute, and then says to his son - son, listen to me, and listen to me good. the next time this bully tries to take your lunch money.... i want you to hit him as. hard. as. you. can. and his son's face lights up and he grins.

i think the moral of that story is that we cannot allow our problems to run us down. and that we do need to fight for our identity. just remember to let your friends fight for you, too. i would fight for you.

i think as friends we should all go in on getting you a punching bag. i think you'd really like having something to beat the crap out of daily. one of those big ones, the size and the weight of a real person. i will donate towards this.

[singforaugust]

just what I always wanted. heh

I'd fight for you too.