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i have a secret crush. no i'm not going to say who it is. but it's nice.
i have come to realize over the past couple of years that most of the time, love is totally awkward and usually unattainable until you find the right person which always takes way too long, so i have wholeheartedly stopped trying.....and it feels AWESOME! not taking crushes seriously is the best decision i ever made. i can have fun and not feel like whoaaa but if this happens there is the whole commitment thing. cuz really...i know i'm not staying...so no danger of that.
but yes. he is hot. and nice. and totally unattainable (at least in the long term).
2 more months of the butterflies.
ps. i have lost my guitar callouses so i am getting them back. painfulllllllllllll. but it's the good kind of pain...
i have come to realize over the past couple of years that most of the time, love is totally awkward and usually unattainable until you find the right person which always takes way too long, so i have wholeheartedly stopped trying.....and it feels AWESOME! not taking crushes seriously is the best decision i ever made. i can have fun and not feel like whoaaa but if this happens there is the whole commitment thing. cuz really...i know i'm not staying...so no danger of that.
but yes. he is hot. and nice. and totally unattainable (at least in the long term).
2 more months of the butterflies.
ps. i have lost my guitar callouses so i am getting them back. painfulllllllllllll. but it's the good kind of pain...