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There are way too many things to think about. I want to go back to being a kid. I hate responsibility and everything else that comes along with it. I don't sleep anymore, all i do is think and worry. I feel like a zombie walking around all day. I can't even wake up in the morning anymore. I'm not myself.
I bruised my finger yesterday and it's hard for me to type because of it.
PJ was at frontline last night, and it was a nice surprise. It's been quite a while since I have seen him.
I have to write a definaition paper in expo, and I have no idea what to write it on. If anyone has ideas, please tell. I'm getting a little tired of writing papers, especially because we have'nt even gotten one back yet. I have no idea what my grade is in this class. So far this year, I'm getting the best grades I've gotten all four years. Mostly its because i dropped my math class.
I'm very confused about college now. I don't think I could make it out in the music field, but I don't know of anything else I'm good at. I'm know I'm definately not cutout to do music minsistry, so that option is out. But I don't want to stay around here and go to Harper while I make a decision. I have nothing against Harper, but I really want to get my life started off right away. I don't even know. Once I get all my applications in I will feel so much better. But I havent even started one! Gah.
I want to start getting more involved in frontline again. I want to build more relationships with the people there, and get closer with the ones I already know. I want to talk to you guys openly and honestly, and I would really like it if the same was done for me.
I love you all~Alicia
I bruised my finger yesterday and it's hard for me to type because of it.
PJ was at frontline last night, and it was a nice surprise. It's been quite a while since I have seen him.
I have to write a definaition paper in expo, and I have no idea what to write it on. If anyone has ideas, please tell. I'm getting a little tired of writing papers, especially because we have'nt even gotten one back yet. I have no idea what my grade is in this class. So far this year, I'm getting the best grades I've gotten all four years. Mostly its because i dropped my math class.
I'm very confused about college now. I don't think I could make it out in the music field, but I don't know of anything else I'm good at. I'm know I'm definately not cutout to do music minsistry, so that option is out. But I don't want to stay around here and go to Harper while I make a decision. I have nothing against Harper, but I really want to get my life started off right away. I don't even know. Once I get all my applications in I will feel so much better. But I havent even started one! Gah.
I want to start getting more involved in frontline again. I want to build more relationships with the people there, and get closer with the ones I already know. I want to talk to you guys openly and honestly, and I would really like it if the same was done for me.
I love you all~Alicia