feeling happy for once...
i went chick-flick-ing w. joaquin...bought sheet music (IM SOO HAPPY---WIcked and CHICAGO are the best!!!)spent time w. my parentals...grabbed coffee w/ devin....visited an old friend...and realized what an amazing guy he is once more...and like WOW its been summer and i waited like till 3 weeks before i was leaving to see him...lame of ME (but again...I was thrilled to rekindle a 4 year friendship which has become the most wonderful thing ever!!!)....and then going to choir practice with joaquin...being able to cantor (since i havent in a while) and then working on my psalm...which is gospel-ish...and watta ya know i actually pulled it off (especially for not being a large black woman...(lol joaquin...) then grabbing starbucks AGAIN (the third time that day...but yay for me i just got water cuz i was soo dehydrated)...and then had a restful night sleep (and it was SOO nice to finally do that...) I downloaded some jason robert brown(awesome composer)...idina menzel(lead chick in wicked)...love acutally.....josh groban....foot loose.....and MORE>..i made an entire FEEL good mix on my computer...its enough to counter act all the break up songs....so YAY for that(so far is about 2 and a half cds long..im gonna make it a solid 3 cd mix!) oo i went w. my sisters to see the fantastic 4 once again...good movie of course all in all....and i packed even more stuff...like my hair dryer...and curler..more school supplies...and even some of my wall stuff and momentos....and of course working on the ever growing wardrobe/shoe packing....but yeah i went from being 30% packed to at least 50%! im sooo proud...and i feel soo amazed by how fast summer has gone...and where its gone...and where I am right now (cuz i never really expected to be where I am at this moment)....but im looking forward to seeing sterling....and finally hanging out w/ mike.....and as always singing w/ joaquin....and all that jazz...sooo happy and greatfull that i am over my drama...soo the end...i send my love!
ok...so here are some lyrics from a show called Parade, written by composer called Jason Robert Brown...at it really is one of the most goregous beautifuls songs ever...i want some one to sing this with me some time...seriously..:
I will never understand
What I did to deserve you,
Or how to be the man
That I'm supposed to be.
I will never understand
If I live a thousand lifetimes
Why you did the things you did for me.
Just look at you -
How could I not be in love with you?
What kind of fool could have taken you
For granted for so long?
All the wasted time,
All the million hours,
Pushing you away,
Building up my walls;
All the days gone by
To glare, to pout, to push you out,
And I never knew anything at all
I never knew anything at all.
LUCILLE
I will never understand
How all the world misjudged you
When I have always known
How lucky I must be.
I will never understand
How I kept from going crazy
Just waiting there till you came home to me.
Now look at me
Now that you're finally here with me -
Now that I know I was right to wait
And everyone else was so wrong
For so long
All the wasted time
LEO
All the wasted time
LUCILLE
All the million hours.
Years on top of years
Still too proud to crawl -
All the days gone by
To feel that I don't satisfy
And I never knew anything at all
I never knew anything at all
LEO
All the wasted time
LUCILLE
All the wasted time
LEO
All the million hours.
BOTH
Leaves too high to touch,
Roots too strong to fall.
All the days gone by
To never show I loved you so
And I never knew anything at all.
LEO
I never knew anything
At all
ok...so here are some lyrics from a show called Parade, written by composer called Jason Robert Brown...at it really is one of the most goregous beautifuls songs ever...i want some one to sing this with me some time...seriously..:
I will never understand
What I did to deserve you,
Or how to be the man
That I'm supposed to be.
I will never understand
If I live a thousand lifetimes
Why you did the things you did for me.
Just look at you -
How could I not be in love with you?
What kind of fool could have taken you
For granted for so long?
All the wasted time,
All the million hours,
Pushing you away,
Building up my walls;
All the days gone by
To glare, to pout, to push you out,
And I never knew anything at all
I never knew anything at all.
LUCILLE
I will never understand
How all the world misjudged you
When I have always known
How lucky I must be.
I will never understand
How I kept from going crazy
Just waiting there till you came home to me.
Now look at me
Now that you're finally here with me -
Now that I know I was right to wait
And everyone else was so wrong
For so long
All the wasted time
LEO
All the wasted time
LUCILLE
All the million hours.
Years on top of years
Still too proud to crawl -
All the days gone by
To feel that I don't satisfy
And I never knew anything at all
I never knew anything at all
LEO
All the wasted time
LUCILLE
All the wasted time
LEO
All the million hours.
BOTH
Leaves too high to touch,
Roots too strong to fall.
All the days gone by
To never show I loved you so
And I never knew anything at all.
LEO
I never knew anything
At all