Dec 29, 2005 17:08
For anyone who didn't know, I am no longer single.
This marks the shortest time between relationships that I've ever had. Technically two weeks... Feels like longer and shorter at the same time.
At this point I am reluctant to put any names out in the open, so this will be vague to those who don't know the whole story.
I guess what I really have to say is this: I feel at fault but I don't think I did anything wrong. It's an odd feeling, like I should be ashamed of myself and yet happy all at once. I guess that's what happens when you love someone but can't give them what they need... Luckily there was someone there for me who could understand what I was going through.
As I'm typing this, I feel like I shouldn't say half the stuff I have. But that doesn't matter. That was over, this has started.
Merry Christmas? Yeah. I think so.
Sorry.