Dec 22, 2005 00:24
I don't know what I want anymore. There are too many appealing options and I feel like a total bastard for saying it like that, but that's the truth.
It's time I stated it a little more clearly, so that the people involved can truly understand. The following applies to only two people, so if you don't think you're one of them feel free to skip over this.
I've fallen in love and I can't get up. Funny, since I was already in love. I didn't think you were supposed to be able to love two people at once. Not like this. Maybe I'm defective. You said there's a chance, but I don't even know how willing I am to take it if the chance is offered. I'm sorry.
I just really need somebody right now. To tell the truth, I'm not even sure it matters who.
Does that make me a bad person? Or am I bad because at this point I don't even care if I'm bad or not?