revelations?
I think music is a very elegant way to express how you feel, and maybe my problem is I have a lot of trouble explaining how I feel because it's very complicated, or I am making it very complicated
kind of in a "I've spent too long waiting for something to happen to me because of my apprehension toward failure has reached astronomical proportions after approaching it several times in my young adulthood, so that I prefer not to be proactive"
or
"The first step towards failure is trying"
maybe I am blaming my withdrawn nature on bad experience that happened because of my inherently withdrawn nature. Or, I am trying to use a catch-22 to explain all my problems, thereby shifting blame away from myself
kind of in a "I've spent too long waiting for something to happen to me because of my apprehension toward failure has reached astronomical proportions after approaching it several times in my young adulthood, so that I prefer not to be proactive"
or
"The first step towards failure is trying"
maybe I am blaming my withdrawn nature on bad experience that happened because of my inherently withdrawn nature. Or, I am trying to use a catch-22 to explain all my problems, thereby shifting blame away from myself