saturday
so yeah today I went to the mall and I bought a crapload of clothes. ok well maybe it wasn't as much as it seemed like, and i decided when I got home that I have to go return something. I found an outfit for the cultural fair but not for the battle of the bands, which is kind of upsetting. I guess my thought pattern was that if I had a really cute new outfit that I liked and felt good in I would be more confident and do a better job. basically, I think we're going to crash and burn if we're not confident, and I don't really have that good of a feeling about the whole thing. generally, I don't have a good feeling about the band at all anymore. so after we do the battle and get laughed out of brookfield, we're going to sing the japanese songs at the cultural festival at town hall. anyway, my outfit for that is really cute, kind of asian themed. i really really really really do not want to put forth the effort to re-memorize the japanese songs. but i guess I'm going to have to. Sorry, I'm just so tired, lonely, and sick of hanging out with my family. but oh well. I just shopped too much, that's all, lol. and that's never a bad thing.