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so ive been living in daytona the past week
its been pretty cool
im back in town for the weekend
its my birthday sunday
i dont really care
im not really looking forward to it all
lately ive just been thinking about how fake people really are
everyone is a liar and its starting to piss me off
i only have about 2 or 3 really good friends
i talk to two of them seldomly and havent seen either of them in forever
and i see one every couple of weeks
but i dont really tell anyone anything anymore
i keep everything inside of me
and try and hide it
im not really happy at all anymore
im just "here"
i feel like my existence is pointless
i dunno
i just want to find something thats gonna actually make me happy
its been pretty cool
im back in town for the weekend
its my birthday sunday
i dont really care
im not really looking forward to it all
lately ive just been thinking about how fake people really are
everyone is a liar and its starting to piss me off
i only have about 2 or 3 really good friends
i talk to two of them seldomly and havent seen either of them in forever
and i see one every couple of weeks
but i dont really tell anyone anything anymore
i keep everything inside of me
and try and hide it
im not really happy at all anymore
im just "here"
i feel like my existence is pointless
i dunno
i just want to find something thats gonna actually make me happy