my Sun(rise)set
I don't know how many of my friends actually read this anymore... Livejournal.com used to be such a big deal. But I write for my own sake, I guess; to make my mind sound once in a while when too many ideas are swimming around in the cesspool of a brain I have.
I am back and have been back for twelve days now. Bothell is Bothell... nothing has changed ((for a day or a lifetime!)). College matters keep encroaching my daily matters. For example, I have to go down to SPU today to drop off financial aid paperwork because silly mommy forgot to send in the check. But that's okay, I don't mind Seattle at all. I'm actually in the process of scoping out places to find a new job. Coffee house? Bookstore? Another restaurant?
Being in a relationship can get you in serious emotional car wrecks. Luckily, my body is healthy and I recover quickly... but there are always scars and the future is always bleak. I constantly suspect and fear the next crash... but maybe the wisdom I gained from being silly enough to get in those accidents in the first place have provided me with insight on how to avoid them. And they are making me stronger.
All of my days seem to blend into one, fat collage made from a rainbow of colors.
Last night, Tyler and I visited my old elementary school in Shoreline [where I was the happiest I've ever been]. I was so happy to find that everything was (pretty much) left the same. ((Construction's a bitch, I hate Bothell). We got there at around 10 PM, so everything had this magical sparkle to it. I've dreamed about my old playground many times but this was the first time I actually got to see it since the 2nd grade. I ran down the steps, saw the four square boxes, the tether ball poles, the "big toys," the immense basketball court, the trees where we used to race to and from, the big ball box...
Today will be fairly busy... Ah, I just remembered! I have to go get my HPV shot on Friday. Angie told me it aches a lot, and I'm going to pass out because I do that every time a needle enters my body. I won't think about that now...
Today I'm going to take a shower (but I really want to take a nice, long bath with scented oils and votive candles), possibly get a manicure (yay!) because my nails are tragic, go to SPU, meet up with TyTy and later meet Sharla and her Tyler and Loren from Tanzania at Alderwood and then go to some outdoor concert/BBQ. THEN later perhaps, Ty and I are going to meet up with his friend Jared and Jared's girlfriend for some dessert at Denny's.
I miss people and you know who you are.
Oh and I have some pictures from Europe.
Brussels=Amazing
Little bald Sasha and I
See two entries ago... creepiest night of my life
Back home eating out with Tyler. At Johnny Rocket's, they don't cook their fries.
My coming home party at my grandparents' :) :)
The end.