I'm still here
Well hello to all of you Melissa Silver fans. I bet that you have realized that I have not been keeping up in my live journal. I apologize for those of you who live to see what I have to say each and every day. I guess I've been kinda busy soaking in the amazingly busy schedule of a college student. But if you have to know, I'm doing great. I love my life right now. I'm motivated, happy, self-centered, pursuing music, dreaming of tomorrow, and searching for everything I've ever wanted. I'm not afraid. Seriously, I feel new and improved. I am seriously no longer insecure. I don't think of my short comings. I am one hundred percent confident.
For the first time in my life I don't want a relationship. I'm having a hell of a time being on my own, getting to know the real me and enjoying it. I'm just having fun. Sure I miss home every now and then. But for the most part I don't care. Because I'm here. Seriously, I'm in my life and I don't want to be in anybody else's shoes but my own. I love who I am. I'm so strong and I feel as if nothing can knock me down.
I've mentioned above that I'm self-centered. Well I am. And proud of it. Not in a way where I'm totally in love with myself and think that I'm the greastest thing alive. As true as that may be (just kidding), I am just in the middle of my world. I have my friends, my family, my dreams, my goals, my everything.
And I'm proud of the path I'm walking. I want to be independent. And I want to stay that way.GO ME.
So those are my words of wisdom for today. For now, I'm out. Adios.
For the first time in my life I don't want a relationship. I'm having a hell of a time being on my own, getting to know the real me and enjoying it. I'm just having fun. Sure I miss home every now and then. But for the most part I don't care. Because I'm here. Seriously, I'm in my life and I don't want to be in anybody else's shoes but my own. I love who I am. I'm so strong and I feel as if nothing can knock me down.
I've mentioned above that I'm self-centered. Well I am. And proud of it. Not in a way where I'm totally in love with myself and think that I'm the greastest thing alive. As true as that may be (just kidding), I am just in the middle of my world. I have my friends, my family, my dreams, my goals, my everything.
And I'm proud of the path I'm walking. I want to be independent. And I want to stay that way.GO ME.
So those are my words of wisdom for today. For now, I'm out. Adios.