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i want springtime
with flowers blooming and pollen
and allergies but pretty weather
and more jumping pictures
and the sun in my eyes
and feeling more like i'm at home.
i want summertime
and a good tan
and to go to the beach with caley,
and heather,
and will and adlissa,
and everyone else i love
and i want bonnaroo and sex
and swimming
and for school to be completely over with
and to go on a real roadtrip.
in general i want to be content with being alone
or find someone i can actually be with
and not run away from.
and i want to be content with everyday life
and i want freedom
god i have to have more freedom
and i want to be skinny like everyone around me.
i want to ride bikes in columbia all day
then drink pbr till i pass out
then wake up and do it again
i want to trust and to be trusted
to know that my friendships are strong and real
cause i would do anything for them.
i want more hours and more money
and to learn how to save money.
i want more tattoos
and everyone to start wearing deodorant
i want to meet someone and fall in love
and show me what it's like to want to grow old
and have kids and that house and a steady job
show me what it's like not to cry
show me what it's like to give myself away again
i miss it.
show me what it's like to not feel held down though
and kiss me too much for my own good.
i want to move out
to party
and work my ass off for money
to be completely broke but happy and free
so it doesn't matter.
i want everyone to stop caring what they look like
or how many pimples they think they have
or how fat they think their 100 lb body is
or if they're not almost black from a tanning bed
that's going to hurt you in the end
i want everyone to know they're beautiful
even if they're crying
or haven't showered in days
or even weeks.
let's just stop giving a fuck about it all.
let's just be free.
that's all that really matters.
with flowers blooming and pollen
and allergies but pretty weather
and more jumping pictures
and the sun in my eyes
and feeling more like i'm at home.
i want summertime
and a good tan
and to go to the beach with caley,
and heather,
and will and adlissa,
and everyone else i love
and i want bonnaroo and sex
and swimming
and for school to be completely over with
and to go on a real roadtrip.
in general i want to be content with being alone
or find someone i can actually be with
and not run away from.
and i want to be content with everyday life
and i want freedom
god i have to have more freedom
and i want to be skinny like everyone around me.
i want to ride bikes in columbia all day
then drink pbr till i pass out
then wake up and do it again
i want to trust and to be trusted
to know that my friendships are strong and real
cause i would do anything for them.
i want more hours and more money
and to learn how to save money.
i want more tattoos
and everyone to start wearing deodorant
i want to meet someone and fall in love
and show me what it's like to want to grow old
and have kids and that house and a steady job
show me what it's like not to cry
show me what it's like to give myself away again
i miss it.
show me what it's like to not feel held down though
and kiss me too much for my own good.
i want to move out
to party
and work my ass off for money
to be completely broke but happy and free
so it doesn't matter.
i want everyone to stop caring what they look like
or how many pimples they think they have
or how fat they think their 100 lb body is
or if they're not almost black from a tanning bed
that's going to hurt you in the end
i want everyone to know they're beautiful
even if they're crying
or haven't showered in days
or even weeks.
let's just stop giving a fuck about it all.
let's just be free.
that's all that really matters.