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The emotional rollercoaster of the last week or so is about to kill me.
First I have a panick attack about being behind on work because I was sick. The upcoming history test was especially stressful.
Then I feel good because I arrange with the professor to take a makeup exam on Friday... giving me an extra day to catch up.
Then I feel bad because I'm so far behind in photography and printmaking... and with more tests to study for, I won't be able to start catching up until the end of the week.
Then I feel good because on Sunday I worked on one of my prints... and it looks GREAT. The good feeling is continued to this morning, when I find out that I made a 95 on my history test. (awesome)
Now I feel bad again because I have two nasty tests to study for... and on top of that I might have just got art club juried show work dumped on me at the last minute. The worst part is that the one who dumped it on me... Ms. Art Club President, didn't even tell me directly that she needed some help... she emailed Andrew about how I was a lousy VP and told him to tell me to do the work. If I haven't done much as art club vice president, it's only because she hasn't arranged to plan stuff with me. At some point after the first month, she decided she could handle things herself and stopped informing me of what needed to be done. The only time she needs my help is when she gets too busy to handle it herself... and then she drops it on me at the last minute. This is not the first time it's happened that way. Actually, the first time, she didn't even tell me at the last minute... apparently I was supposed to use my psychic abilities to know about it. She just sent me an angry email after the fact asking why I didn't get it done.
So now I'm on the verge of another panick attack... there's no way I can get all my homework and studying done, plus this stupid art club stuff. If she had sat down with me about a week ago to plan it out, then I would have felt a lot better about things.
Can't I just go to bed and hide under the covers?
First I have a panick attack about being behind on work because I was sick. The upcoming history test was especially stressful.
Then I feel good because I arrange with the professor to take a makeup exam on Friday... giving me an extra day to catch up.
Then I feel bad because I'm so far behind in photography and printmaking... and with more tests to study for, I won't be able to start catching up until the end of the week.
Then I feel good because on Sunday I worked on one of my prints... and it looks GREAT. The good feeling is continued to this morning, when I find out that I made a 95 on my history test. (awesome)
Now I feel bad again because I have two nasty tests to study for... and on top of that I might have just got art club juried show work dumped on me at the last minute. The worst part is that the one who dumped it on me... Ms. Art Club President, didn't even tell me directly that she needed some help... she emailed Andrew about how I was a lousy VP and told him to tell me to do the work. If I haven't done much as art club vice president, it's only because she hasn't arranged to plan stuff with me. At some point after the first month, she decided she could handle things herself and stopped informing me of what needed to be done. The only time she needs my help is when she gets too busy to handle it herself... and then she drops it on me at the last minute. This is not the first time it's happened that way. Actually, the first time, she didn't even tell me at the last minute... apparently I was supposed to use my psychic abilities to know about it. She just sent me an angry email after the fact asking why I didn't get it done.
So now I'm on the verge of another panick attack... there's no way I can get all my homework and studying done, plus this stupid art club stuff. If she had sat down with me about a week ago to plan it out, then I would have felt a lot better about things.
Can't I just go to bed and hide under the covers?