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[sing_meto_sleep]

life is really expensive lately.
and scary.
and i thikn i got a second job at platos closet and i need it with the raising gas prices and insurence and city life next year.
and i dont know if i liek being somewhat independent.
today when i left my interviw at platos closet and sat in my car by myself i just felt.. lonely.
and if this is what independence and responsibility is always going to feel liek i dont knwo .. if i like it.
and nicole and amanda are leaving
soon
words cant even express what these two have done for me.. what they have had to put up with all my mood swings late night breakdowns secrets i put so juch on their sholders this year and made them worry so much theres no way i can even make it up to them.
i just need them to know that i love them more then anything.
and will miss them more then they can imagine and i thank you two for trying to fix me. well see if maybe i can fix myself when there away.

but anyway.

i dont know why i hun out with him. but i did. and you know what.

hes fucking lame.

haha.