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I wish that I could be nice to people at school, the way I really am. I don't know what it is... the teachers, the work, the b.s. that people pull, or the combination of it all, it makes me a jerk to a lot of people. I wish I could show everyone how much I really care. I care a lot. About everyone. It's so hard to please everyone, but I try.
Sometimes jokes go too far. I do it too but no one should have to go through it every day.
I wish that everyone didn't see me as a joke. I wish they wouldn't be surprised at my good grades on my report cards. I wish they wouldn't be surprised that after four months of having a job, I was promoted to manager.
I work my ass off. Every day. At school and work.
I lost 20lbs over the summer and as school started I gained it all back. That pisses me off.
I live for the weekends. I love the weekends. Just us guys and sometimes a few girls.
I remember when almost all of my friends were girls. What happened? Oh yeah, I'm a jerk.
I bought a car. Expect to see me in it, maybe next week? Probably the week after.
That's what's on my mind.. very random but who cares?
This is the end.
This story's old
But it goes on and on
Until we disappear.
Calm me and let me taste
The salt that you breathed
While you were underneath.
I am the one who haunts your dreams
Of mountains sunk below the sea.
I spoke the words but never
Gave a thought to what they all could mean.
I know that this is what you want.
A funeral keeps both of us apart.
You know that you are not alone.
Need you like water in my lungs.
This is the end.
Sometimes jokes go too far. I do it too but no one should have to go through it every day.
I wish that everyone didn't see me as a joke. I wish they wouldn't be surprised at my good grades on my report cards. I wish they wouldn't be surprised that after four months of having a job, I was promoted to manager.
I work my ass off. Every day. At school and work.
I lost 20lbs over the summer and as school started I gained it all back. That pisses me off.
I live for the weekends. I love the weekends. Just us guys and sometimes a few girls.
I remember when almost all of my friends were girls. What happened? Oh yeah, I'm a jerk.
I bought a car. Expect to see me in it, maybe next week? Probably the week after.
That's what's on my mind.. very random but who cares?
This is the end.
This story's old
But it goes on and on
Until we disappear.
Calm me and let me taste
The salt that you breathed
While you were underneath.
I am the one who haunts your dreams
Of mountains sunk below the sea.
I spoke the words but never
Gave a thought to what they all could mean.
I know that this is what you want.
A funeral keeps both of us apart.
You know that you are not alone.
Need you like water in my lungs.
This is the end.