Jul 27, 2005 02:20
I like to learn but I think I am sick of learning "lifes lessons."
This summer will be over in about 4 weeks and I have already learned too many life lessons that I can't even handle it.
One thing I have learned is that men can do horrible things... and I know I am a guy but just seeing what other guys do to girls just makes me sick. The way a guy can just mess with a girls heart, take advantage of her, or just being a guy.. makes me sick. When these things happen to my friends, I can't even explain the way I feel. If I ever do these things... please do something about it. Tell me. I don't ever want to do the things that I have seen done.
I have also learned that people easily gain my trust. That's a bad thing. I need to stop trusting so many people.. the more people you trust the higher the chances are of you getting hurt
I have learned how to control my actions (for the most part). When I get angry at someone I will just cool off by playing my acoustic or whatever it takes. Then I will just try to talk to that person. I don't want to get into these huge fights anymore... I think if we all could do the same thing these next two years will be the best ever.
That reminds me, as I was watching Laguna Beach (hell yah laguna! haha) I realized that these next two years are ours. No offense to my senior friends but your class sucks. I'm sorry but you have some really lame people lol.. but some cool. Anyway, these next two years are ours. We need to make them the best ever. Almost all of us have our license, so I see us taking road trips and going out as much as we can. It will be awesome! I've been planning this road trip to my uncles cabin up north for the winter. It will be awesome for us guys. Sorry girls but you know you wont be able to stay a weekend with a bunch of guys in a cabin. haha well yeah and soon brandan and I are taking a road trip to cedar point! That will be awesome. Driving separately for more people to come :)
I miss so many people. I think I miss everyone. I haven't even seen anyone other than Derek, Eddie, Kaylee, Brandan, and John all summer.. or at least in a while.
You really had me going
I believed it was all true
What we were and had
I really gotta hand it to you
You're good at breaking my heart
So she says,
"Everyone's going to the party
Won't you come if I come
with a friend for your friend?
I'd be so pleased to see you
Out of the classroom,
Wearing the smile that I'll bring you.
I was hoping to learn a few things, like........
Do you do you like dishing the dirt
On the whole class,
Talking the big smack,
Or playing the fool?
Wearing all of the latest fashions
Or bucking the new trends?
Wearing your old threads
Or if you like coffee in the evening.
These are a few things,
That I'd like to know;
That I'd like to know."
So I say,
"I've been scheduled to work,
But I'll call in.
And, my friend isn't busy,
He'd be happy to join me.
And maybe my friend and your friend
Will hit it off?
Or, maybe we will?
I'm dying to know........
Do you, do you like dreaming
Of things so impossible?
Or only the practical,
Or ever the wild?
Waiting through all of your
Bad, bad days;
Just to end them
With someone you care about?
But do you like making out,
And long drives and brown eyes
And guys that just don't quite fit in?
"Do you like them?"
"So, yes,
I'll see you there."