things that are happening

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are really definitely happening. first off, i'll be seeing my favorite band ever (beside the beatles, duh.) in chicago on october 31st with my justinbby. i'll be attending this concert in chicago because i'm going back to where fall is happening. in the next month i'll be making the big move back to wisconsin. but i'm really doing it this time. because i've fallen into a hole and i don't know how to climb out of it. no matter how lonely i know i'm going to be i can honestly say that there is no going back because there is no longer anything holding me back. or, you know what i mean. i'm ripped into pieces and i'm doing what i can to put them back together. i'm sure i'll miss it. i'm sure i'll miss you. august just did me in and september isn't looking up, yet. so, i'm going back to where there's love to be shared and i can get an education distraction free. i've never been so sure about making a decision. this is happening and i am making it work.

a friend played a song for me by a band called motel motel and i've been listening to them non stop. i highly recommend you to take a listen. what is it about music? i have friends doing things with music and they are all blowing my mind. i've really been blessed with creative and caring friends. surrounded by positivity. at least most of the time.

i'm happy to announce that i'm still alive and i'm almost okay with it at this point. that sounds depressing but it is certainly a step up, i promise.

i'd like to have a night to celebrate my getting on with things with every single person that has ever made me feel warm.