Extreme boredom
Ok, so it's been less than a week since i've been home and i am so intensely bored already that i can't stand it. People call me, please, for the love of goodness. The highlights of my days thus far have been shadowing Dr. Robinson, whom i'm beginning to realize is probably the best pediatrician ever. Can i ever aspire to this? 18 HOURS of study time per day is what med school will bring...but after that you really don't have to do any work except inspect little babies and write scrips. Would that be a bad life? I think not. Sure i'll spend a ton of my life in school, but honestly, i don't care. The only thing that's keeping me from it is the money at the moment...
sSsSoOoOo, wanna hear about some drama? Of course you do...
I feel not so loved. I asked to be more loved. I think i need to accept that this isn't going to happen. This could be a giant miscommunication...or it could not be. Either way, it hurts right now. Real bad.
I love being emo on this thing.
I don't love having to be emo at all.
Love me, that's all i ask of you...
sSsSoOoOo, wanna hear about some drama? Of course you do...
I feel not so loved. I asked to be more loved. I think i need to accept that this isn't going to happen. This could be a giant miscommunication...or it could not be. Either way, it hurts right now. Real bad.
I love being emo on this thing.
I don't love having to be emo at all.
Love me, that's all i ask of you...