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last nite wen i got home i came online and thank god liz was on..i dont no wut id do without u girl! i love u....and keith thanks for bein there for me to0 and johnny and bobby and whoever else i forgot!!
today wasnt much fun i got up at like 10 watched beyond borders...then was madd bored didnt eat nethin i didnt wan see or talk to ne1 either..hmm i fell asleep for 2 and a half hours woke up ate dinner and went out wit bobby mickey and nick...thats about it...drove around for a while...
i try to find myself, but all i see it someone who is helpless left alone and staring into nothingness. ive lost myself and can no longer find me...im not myself...i dont feel like seeing anyone talkin to anyone doing nethin..i want to be left all alone..and im not hungry...i cant trust anyone and those who i do trust either lost my trust or it took me a while to really trust them...i wasnt myself when i went out tonite [sry about that]...