ZOMG YAY!!!
Have been despairing in the writing department. The Muses apparently went on vacation, the damn bastards, which is really a whole lotta bad timing considering the deadlines looming on the horizon. *throws hands in air*
Then, today, TonyMuse showed up and told me he was ready to talk to me about the NCIS Big Bang story. Only GibbsMuse was reluctant because it would mean a lot of heartache for the poor fella, and so maybe we (TonyMuse and I) should be very careful and gentle and try our best to entice GibbsMuse to give it a shot anyway. What with him ending up with his true love (aka Tony) in the end, and all that.
So I started to write, and ZOMG, it flowed!!! I can't tell you how good that felt! I've tried my best to work on the sequel to "Wants and Needs" lately but it has been like pulling teeth, and I don't know why. I have most of the damn plot figured out and basically just need to write it down, but when I start typing, the words just don't...show up. Not in the way they're supposed to, at least. Very frustrating. Been deleting stuff because it just felt wrong. I mean, it took me over six hours to write less than a thousand words, and every single one of them suck. So...yeah.
Now you can understand how thrilled I am that today was productive! No more frustration! I was already convinced I'd have to bow out of both big bangs (NCIS and BDSM) but maybe I'll manage the NCIS Big Bang, after all. *crosses fingers*
So, here's the current word count:
ncis_bigbang
due date: July 15
YAY!!!
Then, today, TonyMuse showed up and told me he was ready to talk to me about the NCIS Big Bang story. Only GibbsMuse was reluctant because it would mean a lot of heartache for the poor fella, and so maybe we (TonyMuse and I) should be very careful and gentle and try our best to entice GibbsMuse to give it a shot anyway. What with him ending up with his true love (aka Tony) in the end, and all that.
So I started to write, and ZOMG, it flowed!!! I can't tell you how good that felt! I've tried my best to work on the sequel to "Wants and Needs" lately but it has been like pulling teeth, and I don't know why. I have most of the damn plot figured out and basically just need to write it down, but when I start typing, the words just don't...show up. Not in the way they're supposed to, at least. Very frustrating. Been deleting stuff because it just felt wrong. I mean, it took me over six hours to write less than a thousand words, and every single one of them suck. So...yeah.
Now you can understand how thrilled I am that today was productive! No more frustration! I was already convinced I'd have to bow out of both big bangs (NCIS and BDSM) but maybe I'll manage the NCIS Big Bang, after all. *crosses fingers*
So, here's the current word count:
ncis_bigbang
due date: July 15
YAY!!!