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I guess I'm just not a very intresting person out of school. It seems to me these days that no one wnats to chill with me after school, not like they ever did, but are cool with chillin with me at school... This is why i think school is bunk. It gives us false ideals as to how life is... ran. I guess you could say but it's me speaking so it doesn't matter what you say :P
Also I will have to admit I am unbearably jelous of MEGA cause she hed the opportunity and will to go to a foriegn country for a year and have the time of her life. I wish I could do that and have that much fun but I don't know if I would have the balls to do it.
Haley and I got fuck all done in math today. Honestly seems were doing progressively less then nothing by every passing class we enter.
I haven't been home in a good week and a half to even have enough time to say hi to my mother. She will not even talk to me anymore cause she is so busy with work and that stresses her out so she does not even have time to put up with my immaturity. Though I feel for her because I just found out that some one she had been helping, my mother is a mental health nurse at the hospital, had just been found somewhere with a bullet in they head (no longer existing head). And even if I wanted to say I'm sorry to hear that, she would act like I didn't know what I was talking about because I'm to immature.
I want to live in a society where women do not think that their outside appeal is EVERYTHING. It's not, in truth i think a woman is 75% personality and the other 15% is just the package it somes with. Sure a one night stand is when you want to look all smoozed up to get some ass, or get your ass taken I guess, but do you honestly want to be going for one night stands all the time ladies. If the guy likes you, whats the matter in showing up with your hair put up in 3 seconds and sweat pants on. They don't if not they are very vein with appearences and just wnat ass or you as a trophy arm peice.
I'm slowly running out of ideas as to what to say. OH! what the fuck is up with guys in our school pissing all over the toilet seat. If there is one thing that just ruins my day it's when some little fuck was to lazy to take a foot and a half step to take a piss in the urinal WHICH IS A FOOT AND A HALF AWAY. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. You have had a penis for MINIMUM 14 years. I'm pretty sure that that is ample time to leanr how to use it.
I hate it when people call me fat. To be truthfully honest. I used to be fit before i fucked up my back and yes i have slipped down or gained weight if you will, since then but my back is fucked. It's hard enough to fool around with my gf let alone workout or wrestler. Which I am slowly getting back into. It makes me feel good. getting back into shape (making an effort folks) and Nick is an awsome person to spar with. He is knowladgable but also knows how to put a move and the way it's executed into words that smake it looks like water flowing. Which i can follow. I'm pretty sure I just lost many people with that one. So yah wrestling with Nick always a pleasure cause I get so much better.
Why is everyone in a click these days? I'm really starting to get pissed off with this "close group of friends" I hate it but slowly I am falling to catagories. I try and hang out with people I normally wouldn't but I'm just not good to hang out with I guess as previously stated. The whole "Click" metanlity and juvenilness of it have simple got to go.
Why do I get critisized for wearing a tie to school or a nice sweater? Am I breaking the law by wanting to look good... oh i don't know... from time to time? So i felt like wearing a tie and a nice shirt or my nice sweater. WHO THE FUCK CARES. *yells at all people who made comment*
I love how no matter how hard I to see it, I just can't see any similarities in any of the couples I know. None of them talk about the same stuff or like the same stuff as others? I would just think you would have some couples that are CLOSE to the same. But since I have not seen this I will have to say it is pointless that anyone can give another advice as what to do with their sig. other.
I fucking hate how everyone is so uptight about sex and homosexuality and age limits. Age limits is one for the most part because many adults think they are instantly above teenagers and young adults just because they are older and they always use that fucking line of "respect your elders" well guess what? FUCK YOU, YOU SHRIVELED OLD CUNT. Respect is a two way street and to get it you have to give it. simple as that. Many great leaders were just children at the time of thier reign such as the great Julius Ceaser. Now many people might argue this one but I will have to say there are many people my age who I trust more then many more adults that I know of. Simple example is Brock Lockey. He got his shit together and knows whats going on and I respect him for that though there are many adults out there who slander and sleeze thier way from job to job just to save a few hundered dollars out of the 125,000 pay check they get a year cause they are fucking cheap and think they are ebing cheated.
Hypocryts are fucking jackass'
Therefor I myself am a hypocryt.
I think I just to go and party for the rest of my life and persue temptations of the skin and have no responcibility and be a slandering drunkard who gets his way becuase he is powerful. Life would be sweet but then it would have no meaning because I will have already known what my life was to become.
To walk in one maze to find your way out into another maze and not know that you are now in a new mze thinking your free is what life is all about. Always being faced with walls and when you cannot find the exit you begin to punch and kick and break down the walls to get out just to end up in an all new maze.
I think I am doen for the night
P.S.: Sorry everyone for being boring me... I am just not sociably out i guess you could say.
I just want to know if people are saying they like me to spare my feelings. FUCK!
EDIT: Well today i was in line for movies with mega when these hockey boys fucking started laughing and i had no fucking idea why... but i knew one of them, bryant dyke. I hate this kid with such passion. He was just fucking laughing at me so i fucking kept calling him on but he did nothing about. So whatever but if i can I am going to kick the shit out of him when i can
Also I will have to admit I am unbearably jelous of MEGA cause she hed the opportunity and will to go to a foriegn country for a year and have the time of her life. I wish I could do that and have that much fun but I don't know if I would have the balls to do it.
Haley and I got fuck all done in math today. Honestly seems were doing progressively less then nothing by every passing class we enter.
I haven't been home in a good week and a half to even have enough time to say hi to my mother. She will not even talk to me anymore cause she is so busy with work and that stresses her out so she does not even have time to put up with my immaturity. Though I feel for her because I just found out that some one she had been helping, my mother is a mental health nurse at the hospital, had just been found somewhere with a bullet in they head (no longer existing head). And even if I wanted to say I'm sorry to hear that, she would act like I didn't know what I was talking about because I'm to immature.
I want to live in a society where women do not think that their outside appeal is EVERYTHING. It's not, in truth i think a woman is 75% personality and the other 15% is just the package it somes with. Sure a one night stand is when you want to look all smoozed up to get some ass, or get your ass taken I guess, but do you honestly want to be going for one night stands all the time ladies. If the guy likes you, whats the matter in showing up with your hair put up in 3 seconds and sweat pants on. They don't if not they are very vein with appearences and just wnat ass or you as a trophy arm peice.
I'm slowly running out of ideas as to what to say. OH! what the fuck is up with guys in our school pissing all over the toilet seat. If there is one thing that just ruins my day it's when some little fuck was to lazy to take a foot and a half step to take a piss in the urinal WHICH IS A FOOT AND A HALF AWAY. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. You have had a penis for MINIMUM 14 years. I'm pretty sure that that is ample time to leanr how to use it.
I hate it when people call me fat. To be truthfully honest. I used to be fit before i fucked up my back and yes i have slipped down or gained weight if you will, since then but my back is fucked. It's hard enough to fool around with my gf let alone workout or wrestler. Which I am slowly getting back into. It makes me feel good. getting back into shape (making an effort folks) and Nick is an awsome person to spar with. He is knowladgable but also knows how to put a move and the way it's executed into words that smake it looks like water flowing. Which i can follow. I'm pretty sure I just lost many people with that one. So yah wrestling with Nick always a pleasure cause I get so much better.
Why is everyone in a click these days? I'm really starting to get pissed off with this "close group of friends" I hate it but slowly I am falling to catagories. I try and hang out with people I normally wouldn't but I'm just not good to hang out with I guess as previously stated. The whole "Click" metanlity and juvenilness of it have simple got to go.
Why do I get critisized for wearing a tie to school or a nice sweater? Am I breaking the law by wanting to look good... oh i don't know... from time to time? So i felt like wearing a tie and a nice shirt or my nice sweater. WHO THE FUCK CARES. *yells at all people who made comment*
I love how no matter how hard I to see it, I just can't see any similarities in any of the couples I know. None of them talk about the same stuff or like the same stuff as others? I would just think you would have some couples that are CLOSE to the same. But since I have not seen this I will have to say it is pointless that anyone can give another advice as what to do with their sig. other.
I fucking hate how everyone is so uptight about sex and homosexuality and age limits. Age limits is one for the most part because many adults think they are instantly above teenagers and young adults just because they are older and they always use that fucking line of "respect your elders" well guess what? FUCK YOU, YOU SHRIVELED OLD CUNT. Respect is a two way street and to get it you have to give it. simple as that. Many great leaders were just children at the time of thier reign such as the great Julius Ceaser. Now many people might argue this one but I will have to say there are many people my age who I trust more then many more adults that I know of. Simple example is Brock Lockey. He got his shit together and knows whats going on and I respect him for that though there are many adults out there who slander and sleeze thier way from job to job just to save a few hundered dollars out of the 125,000 pay check they get a year cause they are fucking cheap and think they are ebing cheated.
Hypocryts are fucking jackass'
Therefor I myself am a hypocryt.
I think I just to go and party for the rest of my life and persue temptations of the skin and have no responcibility and be a slandering drunkard who gets his way becuase he is powerful. Life would be sweet but then it would have no meaning because I will have already known what my life was to become.
To walk in one maze to find your way out into another maze and not know that you are now in a new mze thinking your free is what life is all about. Always being faced with walls and when you cannot find the exit you begin to punch and kick and break down the walls to get out just to end up in an all new maze.
I think I am doen for the night
P.S.: Sorry everyone for being boring me... I am just not sociably out i guess you could say.
I just want to know if people are saying they like me to spare my feelings. FUCK!
EDIT: Well today i was in line for movies with mega when these hockey boys fucking started laughing and i had no fucking idea why... but i knew one of them, bryant dyke. I hate this kid with such passion. He was just fucking laughing at me so i fucking kept calling him on but he did nothing about. So whatever but if i can I am going to kick the shit out of him when i can