I'm BAAACCCKKK
Okay so, it has literally been forever. 2 years is sad. I even had to request what my username and password was (super sad). But, I felt my LJ days needed to be revived, atleast for my own good. Plus, I miss a few of my online buddies.
SO. In the news. I am engaged. Pretty newly. But engaged nonetheless. I am freaking out on the inside, while very calm on the outside. Trying very hard to grasp what is about to happen to my life. I'm not even so sure it has completely sunk in yet. AND I know, for a fact, I have no idea what I am getting myself into with this whole wedding ordeal....maybe we should have just stuck with the whole flying to Maui and getting hitched on the beach.
So. Who might this boy be? It is the boy I've moaned and groaned and expressed every emotion under the sun for (need history? Read the last, 10ish blogs.) We got back together, been together for almost a year now (since the breakup. Ignore the break up, and its like 2.5 years). AND I am completely, madly so incredibly in love with him that words cannot express it. No, really. He is my dream man and marrying him makes my world perfect. Everyone told me it would fade, the pain would stop, I would move on. AND I kept saying, no. It will revive. It will work. I will marry this man.
Hate to say it...I told you so....
SO. Now I figure is a good time to start a blog so when my family is driving me fucking nuts I can turn to this wonderful invention and express myself.
PS. My grandmother, who does not own a sewing machiene and cannot to needle work by hand wants to make my wedding dress. Numero uno problemo. Numero dos? She also wants to perform the ceremony. I guess I'll be breaking her heart twice.
Later.
SO. In the news. I am engaged. Pretty newly. But engaged nonetheless. I am freaking out on the inside, while very calm on the outside. Trying very hard to grasp what is about to happen to my life. I'm not even so sure it has completely sunk in yet. AND I know, for a fact, I have no idea what I am getting myself into with this whole wedding ordeal....maybe we should have just stuck with the whole flying to Maui and getting hitched on the beach.
So. Who might this boy be? It is the boy I've moaned and groaned and expressed every emotion under the sun for (need history? Read the last, 10ish blogs.) We got back together, been together for almost a year now (since the breakup. Ignore the break up, and its like 2.5 years). AND I am completely, madly so incredibly in love with him that words cannot express it. No, really. He is my dream man and marrying him makes my world perfect. Everyone told me it would fade, the pain would stop, I would move on. AND I kept saying, no. It will revive. It will work. I will marry this man.
Hate to say it...I told you so....
SO. Now I figure is a good time to start a blog so when my family is driving me fucking nuts I can turn to this wonderful invention and express myself.
PS. My grandmother, who does not own a sewing machiene and cannot to needle work by hand wants to make my wedding dress. Numero uno problemo. Numero dos? She also wants to perform the ceremony. I guess I'll be breaking her heart twice.
Later.