SCHOOL and MEN, why so fucking frustrating!
I hate it so much. It is almost over for the year, but damn it will it just end already?
So I have been thinking about my ex the last couple days. Not that I want him back, just that his new girlfriend seems great, and that burns me for some reason. It shouldn't, he deserves it. He was really hurt by our break-up and it is good that he is happy again. And I am very happy with my SO, I just guess I didn't want him to do better than me, even if that is what he deserves. Men in general have been on my nerves lately. My ex has been a bit of a hypocrite when it comes to me and my new SO, but he is happy with his new flame. I want to meet her, but I know that isn't a good idea and will never happen. I just wish she could see I wasn't the horrible person that he thinks I am now a days. Oh well.
My current SO has been frustrating me, ditching me for his guy friends. But he took me out to dinner last night :) He is so sweet when he wants to be. I should get to see him tonight too, but I will have to fight for attention over the computer!
Oh well...done ranting for now ;)
So I have been thinking about my ex the last couple days. Not that I want him back, just that his new girlfriend seems great, and that burns me for some reason. It shouldn't, he deserves it. He was really hurt by our break-up and it is good that he is happy again. And I am very happy with my SO, I just guess I didn't want him to do better than me, even if that is what he deserves. Men in general have been on my nerves lately. My ex has been a bit of a hypocrite when it comes to me and my new SO, but he is happy with his new flame. I want to meet her, but I know that isn't a good idea and will never happen. I just wish she could see I wasn't the horrible person that he thinks I am now a days. Oh well.
My current SO has been frustrating me, ditching me for his guy friends. But he took me out to dinner last night :) He is so sweet when he wants to be. I should get to see him tonight too, but I will have to fight for attention over the computer!
Oh well...done ranting for now ;)