Jun 01, 2005 09:34
I have decided that I am no longer going to be the bigger person. I am going to choose to let Ben decide whether he can be a grown up and suck it up. What made me decide this is that after all the fuss Saturday about letting Ben have his fun and choosing not to go to Joel's for that fact, then turning around and the exact same people who were at the party at Joel's Saturday, went to Ben's for a party Sunday. This made me mad because I chose to stay home so that he could have his fun, but it was just a ploy to get me out of the picture for a couple days. I realized, also, that this wasn't Ben's fault, persay. Ben did not ask Joel, Mike asked Matt to ask Joel. No one had the balls to come to me about it, so I am no longer accomodating Mike, Ben, and whoever else doesn't want me around. There are a couple people that still find my company appealing.
On a brighter note, we had a great time Monday at my cookout. I am now poor again. I have managed to catch up on my bills and spend $2000 in a week, well not quite, but close. I paid Mom back, my rent, my cable, my electric, bought a grill, and other things I didn't need...and now I have $288! My stipend comes June 15th...$375, and again on July 15th. So I am not "suffering," just poor. I could bug my dad for gas money ;)
I have been talking to Debbie online :D That makes me happy. Julie has been in D.C. and Andrea is swamped with work. Adam's birthday was Saturday, we had a nice evening after he went to the party. Hailey's birthday is Thursday, can you believe she will be 10!!! My baby all grown up ;)
Pebbles is back at Pizza Hut, she was almost out of there, but she managed to have to allow herself to be reeled in :( She will survive, I just wanted her out of there...for somewhat selfish reasons, but also for her own good. We will see how quickly we can get her out of there.