Hello <3333333
So heartbreak is a bitch. I hate it when you get to know someone, you give them feelings, and then they dump you and act like nothing ever happened between the two of you. Well, lesson learned. I'm not going to give my heart out like that anymore. I'm going to go back to putting up a wall when it comes to giving my emotions to any one person.
I miss the old days of coming on here and just writing. I don't know why I hardly ever post on lj anymore, I honestly don't. I miss some of you guys so much. You have no idea.
So i'm the head bartender at the pub now. Which is making me great money. I'm still clean from meth, but i've been playing around with lots of research chems. 2cm, 4-Ho-DiPT, Doc, and i've been using mdma and mda regularly aswell. It's so much less draining than meth. I feel like an actual pesron now, instead of some zombie. Xanax helped with the meth comedown, but it was still really harsh.
My sister is getting married!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? She's finally found herself a great lad, she's clean (from everything) and she's really happy. I've so proud of all that she's over came in the past year. She's inspiration for me to be an even better person.
I went on a week long camping trip with some mates. It was great. Had so many revelations while I was there too. I lost the nice shoes and just dug into earth for awhile. It really did so much for my current outlook on things.
here's one of the pics from it.
Please come by and say hello!!
I plan on reading everyones journals here shortly. It's almost 5 a.m and I am still awake lol.
I can't promise how great and understabable my responses will be though.
I miss reading your lives ;) <3
I miss the old days of coming on here and just writing. I don't know why I hardly ever post on lj anymore, I honestly don't. I miss some of you guys so much. You have no idea.
So i'm the head bartender at the pub now. Which is making me great money. I'm still clean from meth, but i've been playing around with lots of research chems. 2cm, 4-Ho-DiPT, Doc, and i've been using mdma and mda regularly aswell. It's so much less draining than meth. I feel like an actual pesron now, instead of some zombie. Xanax helped with the meth comedown, but it was still really harsh.
My sister is getting married!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? She's finally found herself a great lad, she's clean (from everything) and she's really happy. I've so proud of all that she's over came in the past year. She's inspiration for me to be an even better person.
I went on a week long camping trip with some mates. It was great. Had so many revelations while I was there too. I lost the nice shoes and just dug into earth for awhile. It really did so much for my current outlook on things.
here's one of the pics from it.
Please come by and say hello!!
I plan on reading everyones journals here shortly. It's almost 5 a.m and I am still awake lol.
I can't promise how great and understabable my responses will be though.
I miss reading your lives ;) <3