delusions of understanding

[sinful_melody]

I am a journalism student who distrusts journalism.

I am a beach bum with no beach.

I am a private person with no privacy.

I am a kindred spirit without a group of friends.

I am a city girl who now HATES the city.

And I wonder......

why am I living in a world determined by others? And how the hell do I create my own reality?

...because this one isn't cutting it anymore.