I am too fucking sensitive
There, I said it. I want a fucking kindred spirit bond with everyone I love and I want it now and when that doesn't happen I fucking fall broken to the floor.
Some people make me feel literally ill.
Others make me cry. Usually the same ones that make me laugh.
Can I let it go? Can I be okay? Am I just going to suck it up and realize that malicious people win sometimes? That life, cliche as it sounds, isn't fucking fair? Can I??? Or will it undo all that i've ever hoped for the world.
All this time I've assumed that I'm gaining control of my emotions. But honestly, truly, am I actually more melancholy than ever?
Fuck, thank god no one reads these anymore : )
Some people make me feel literally ill.
Others make me cry. Usually the same ones that make me laugh.
Can I let it go? Can I be okay? Am I just going to suck it up and realize that malicious people win sometimes? That life, cliche as it sounds, isn't fucking fair? Can I??? Or will it undo all that i've ever hoped for the world.
All this time I've assumed that I'm gaining control of my emotions. But honestly, truly, am I actually more melancholy than ever?
Fuck, thank god no one reads these anymore : )