Jan 30, 2004 23:11
k..well yea im bored as hell i did nothing but sleep the rest of the day after we got back from f.mills[me.teen.ash.and kim] well im still angry,upset and i dunno wat else god ! just soo GrRr! rite now yanno ! ughh! i must of listened to mest like 100x! owell now im listenin to SENSES FAIL!! fuNn ! all my movie channels are gone so theres nothing on tv ! god itjust gets worse duznt it ! rite now the littlest things are starting to piss me the fuck off!! urggg..i cant take it ne more im fed up wit alot of things i just dunno wat or why ! well one reason is listed below as most of you kno !
if all i am is a distrction for you
then i cant complain
that you cant feel something for me
take all you can find in me -armor for sleEp!
i just thought if i came on i would feel better but i still feel like i have not accomplished anything! i supose i feel a tiny bit relieved im talkin to natalie and she knows wat im goin thru ..im also talkin to jay he sez that sleep helps u but it wont for me b.c of my dreams that i seem to have o well ..im out
tamara