Dec 02, 2005 09:29
i hate falling asleep early and waking up even earlier (2:30am-6:30am)
i hate hormones
i hate weird internet stalkers
i hate the day time
i hate "feelings"
i love that it's supposed to snow this week
i love "feelings"
i love trees with no leaves
this is one of those "i can't fall back to sleep" journal entries.
i have nothing relevant to ramble about, but i feel like rambling anyway.
at the moment i really want an egg with cheese on a bagel, but i have no eggs. go figure.
i also really want some chai tea from starbucks. caffiene free. do they even have caffiene free there? i don't know. i haven't had caffiene in like 2 months.
i can't believe it's december already, where the hell did november go? and for that matter, where the fuck did this whole year go? it seems like just yesterday it was only january.
my brother's birthday, as well as my mom's, is coming up soon. i don't know what to get either of them. well, that and the fact that i have really no money to my name and i haven't been to a store since the summer time. i'll pick out something for my dad to order online to say it's from me, and i'll just make my mom something. and fucking christmas will be here soon too. ugh. not looking forward to that.
i am, however, looking forward to spring. want to know why? well, i'll tell you. for awhile now i've been spending my time searching the internet for martin & lewis movies on DVD, i can only find one here and there. WELL, since jerry lewis just wrote a book and is promoting the hell out of it (which i am totally excited about because he's been all over tv, conan last week, and this week he was on larry king live. boy am i a stoked nerd), the other day on larry king live he said that all the martin & lewis movies are coming out on a boxset this spring. my searching days can end!
yes, i know. i'm only 21 and i have an infatuation for a pair of men that were popular years & years ago. i have no shame.
i get to this point were i'm tippytippytypin' away and then i'm like ".........." and i've got nothing.
this is that point.