An Aussie's Secret

Jun 22, 2004 21:25


Hello Mates,

I've said I would stop talking about myself so I won't say anything about what's going on I'll just say Cardiomyopathy. I'm not really worried though *shrugs* Superman can't always be strong and if worse comes to worse nobody lives forever. Thats seemed a little harsh even for something to be saying about myself but its true... nobody lives forever. Not even the great Tobias Sebastion Alexander Matthew Nathaniel Tibido Cortez - Williams. I'm not worried. I'm not scared. I'm going to live everyday just the same... Having Cardiomyopathy doesn't mean I'm gonna die but it doesn't mean I'm gonna live either. So please don't make it into something its not. Don't treat me any differently, I'd go crazy if you all did. I'm not sad about the way I lived my life. I've had a better life than most. Serious mates, don't fret over me. I'm pretty sure I'll be okay. But if it comes down to it I will not be putting myself on a heart transplant waiting list. That is far to long of a list and there are people who deserve a new heart more than I do.

- Changing the Subject -

This is pretty much the last time anyone will here me talk about myself. I've come to the conclusion with a little help from a few people that I talk about myself a little to much so from now on my Livejournal will be use for... I guess everything else but talking about myself. I'm a Goob I know.

Even the Prettiest Flower
Even the prettiest flower
wilts away...so what hope
is there for us?

Beauty. If not
just for a spot in time. Life.
That's what's left,
and that's all we need.

Because if a flower
were immortal, it'd get
boring after a while.
But as a memory,
as something eternal,
beauty lasts forever.

And right now, somewhere
off the coast of Africa,
there's a cloud shaped
just like you.
Nature knows preservation,
that's why she makes flowers
and we make statues
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