Aug 08, 2004 20:40
Oh my god. Was I just tapping my foot to linkin park?!?!? Gods help me, I think I'm losing it.
*plays Kagerou* Aaaaaaaaah........ Much better.
I bought Kuroyume's Drug Treatment. *purrs* It should be here in about a week.
It just finally sunk in that we're going back to school in a month. where has summer gone to? In a blink of an eye, it's almost over...
But a new year's about to begin. And with that, I hope to change. Looking back on the past year, all I see are regrets. Why did I have to choke so badly in chorus? Why did I drop that drawing class that I needed so desperatley? Why couldn't I have been a better friend. That was so stupid, what the hell possessed me to do that?!?!?! And why, oh why did I let him go? It could've worked. But no, I had to freak and let it pass me by. Dammit, what is my problem?!
So with that, I'm going to change. I'm going to be more assertive. I refuse to stand in the background becoming one with the wall and staring at my shoes. I will leap at any oppertunity that I get. I will improve my character and stop being such a bitch. Actually, scratch that one. I like being a bitch. Fine, less of a bitch. And I am going to get off my ass and start exercising.
Right, so enough sounding like some over zealous feminist. I get my ipod back tomorrow. woot.
Brick and I are going to walie world tomorrow. Must get pickle chips. Mmmm...... dill pickle goodness....
Am contemplating on whether or not I should get a subscription to newtype, but I'm not sure. The fact that it's $80 doesn't really bother me. I can save up allowence and earn money via cutting felt, and come up to that amount in a fairly short time. It's moreso that I would only get it for the jrock interview they do. I'm more of a jrock fan than that of anime. Honestly, I would be all fine and dandy if I never saw another Inuyasha, Wolf's Rain, or Samurai Deeper Kyo episode again. Hell, even if I never saw another Hellsing episode. So would it be worth it? Probably not, but I'd end up buying it anyways.