Nov 08, 2005 14:16
Im pissed and depressed again. Yeah what fun. Im sick of luke. Dont care what anyone says. IM SICK OF HIM. Hes been out for about a month and all the things he said was gonna change hasnt. I did give him the benfit of the doubt. Of course I didnt believe him all the way but I figured we'll see. Yea I knew. My own damn fault. He was suppose to buy Isaac some clothes and come see him, didnt happen. And maybe if he has enough gas he'll come see him for a couple hours thursday or saturday. He spends more time and talks to my sisters on the phone more than Isaac. O FUCKIN WELL........ Dont care, think Im a bitch, GOOD, cause I am. Especially when it comes to this. Im just so sick of it. And I have this feeling he's gonna try and fight for Isaac (since he tried to say he can take care of him better than I can) HA HA HA.. Try it cause you wont win.... You'll just make it worse on yourself. Enough about him.
Isaacs in daycare now well its pretty much preschool. Hes lovin it. He think hes such a big boy with his back pack its the cutest. Austins comin up this weekend and were all gettin our pics taken. I bought the cutest outfits for them. Spent about 300 on christmas so far. Still got more to go. Mainly the boys are done just got to get a little more for austin and a couple more little things for ehan. Isaacs done. His stuff is so cute got him so clothes and a couple of xbox games a new skateboard some pads to go with them which costs a fortune for the little bugger, and some other things. Ehans gonna be walkin soon hes startin to let go of things and stand up all on his own. One of these days hes just gonna go. His top teeth are comin in right now so he wants to be babied. He sleeps in his crib now, got him broke of that. Well its about time for me to get the boys just thought I would come in here and bitch I need to let it out. Im tryin my hardest not to yell at luke dont ask me why. ByE