quando sei nata?! no no so!!! ahh!!
what the hell is wrong with technology...it really just sucks balls.
i am currently avoiding studying for my first italian exam tomorrow by fucking off on our new computer and smoking a cigarillo. i also have reading to do for criminology but i'm avoiding that too. not that its not interesting, its fascinating. i'm just having trouble thinking and concentrating is all. im starting to get the slightest bit worried about not having a job and its making me feel unnaturally frantic and edgy. i worked my ass off all summer and made damn good money doing it. now Paul is virtually supporting us both on his salary and what i have saved up from the summer plus insurance money, which isnt going to stay around for very much longer. i HAVE to get a job, and preferably one that pays close to 9 or 10 dollars an hour like my last one so we can stay caught up and not go broke. unfortunately i keep calling and applying everywhere that says they are hiring and getting no response. yesterday on the way to fat jimmy's we were driving down Bardstown road and i saw that Skyline chili is hiring management and crew...i think what the hell, i can wait tables and serve coneys, so i stopped in there this afternoon on my way home from school to inquire...the lady behind the counter looks at me and says "we just ran out of applications." bah. check back in a few days and MAYBE they will have gotten more in...whatever. i'm starting to get mad. my schedule isn't very flexible but i need to work, and i know i could work at least 20 hours a week and some on the weekends and still manage to not drive myself batty with school stress. of course when i really need a job the most i cant seem to have any luck. what a cruel turnabout of events.
other parts of life are going well. the new computer is the shit and i'm having a great start to school. my classes are getting to the point now where they will all benefit me in some way for my future so it feels worth it to go and listen....i'm also becoming addicted to Tracy Chevalier, she is a brilliant writer. Patience let me borrow two more of her books, which will mean that once i've completed both of those i've read all of her books and will be waiting with bated breath for the next one to come out. Girl with a Pearl Earring and Falling Angels are really amazing works, I can't wait to read The Virgin Blue and The Lady and the Unicorn. i'm smack dab in the middle of a Dean Koontz book i got from the school library now, but i'll probably be done with it before too long.
i guess its time to quit avoiding the homework laid out before me. bah again. at least tomorrow is friday. me and Paul get to go camping wtih Lenny and his girl this weekend...that should be some fun shit