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Fruits of Your Labor (things you can't live without)
Something important on your desk: right now it's my textbooks
When you sleep you wear: pj pants and a comfy tshirt, or my nightgown...depends on how hot the apartment is
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: a new computer
Something you don't have a lot of: CD's...i used to have a lot but mine got stolen, so did Paul's
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: the PS2, whatever books i could carry, and the framed pictures of me and Patience and me and Paul
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: cocaine...or valium
One person you have killed in your thoughts: honestly, no one...i've beaten some people very severely in my thoughts, but i've never murdered anyone...yet
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: honesty, spontenaiety, and trustworthiness
Who makes you laugh most often: Paul
A friend who you can tell anything: Patience
A friend you can go to for advice: Patience
The best piece of advice you had been given: be true to yourself and what your heart tells you is right. if you have any doubts about your well being in the matter whatsoever, don't do it
Two closest friends: Patience and Bridgett
The friend who uses most of your energy: well, we don't really do much when we get together, so no one
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: my eyes, my smile, and my loyalty to my loved ones
Your 3 worst qualities: worrying too much, the tendency to get pretty pessimistic on a bad day, and i guess i curse too much
Describe your Ideal self : worry-free and inspired to create beautiful things all the time
You are embarassed when: I make a silly mistake while cooking that costs the whole meal
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: mono...my throat was swollen shut and i couldn't take a sip of water without crying
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: losing Daniel Johnson suddenly and unexpectedly
Moment you are most ashamed of: getting pissed off at the lady at National City when she wouldn't let me cash Paul's check and flipping out in the parking lot...I think i actually scared Paul...or there was that time i got trashed in my room in stevenson and threw up all over the hallway and Billie and RV had to clean up my puke...i felt like an asshole
Your best physical feature: my eyes and my hair
Who/What makes you happy: my daddy, spending time with mom at the mall, reading books, cuddling with Paul, and getting silly with Bridgett and Patience
Who/what makes you sad: the republican government and crazy religious people
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: sadness and anger
The emotion you tend to experience most: surprise, happiness, worry, or sudden bad moods
The emotion you are feeling most lately: pretty much the happiest i've been in a long time right now
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: nothing
When you are angry you need: Tekken Tag so i can beat people up without actually hurting a real person, someone to listen to me vent, and lots of supportive hugs
When you are sentimental you need: someone who is willing to be just as sentimental to share my thoughts with me
When you are in love you need: it's more like want...and when I'm in love I want every true part of my lover as he is willing to give me
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: the first time i fell asleep in Paul's arms
One of your most tragic memories: hearing from my mom that Cory Stauble was killed
One of your angriest memories: recently seeing comments from some assholes on facebook who are being cruel and unaccepting of the new pastor at the church i used to go to...christians...ugh
A memory that makes you laugh: the time in St. Augustine on senior trip where I was in the pool across the parking lot from our hotel with Allie, Patience, and Emily and we looked up to see Laura emerging from our room after taking a nap...we started waving at her and telling her to come join us when out of nowhere, Bridgett comes barrelling out of the room next to ours wielding a large baguette bread she had just bought at the grocery and starts beating Laura senseless over the head with it...i've never laughed so hard
A memory that makes you happy: the night Paul told me he loved me
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: "Tell me what you think about this..."
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: "I can't stand gay people"
Two things appealing about people: smiles, the things people can bring to a conversation
A personality trait you find appealing: outgoing and able to start a conversation easily
Your secret passion: having my own darkroom
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: I have finally met an educated man who knows what's going on in the world and actually gives a shit about what i have to say. we have conversations about everything because we have similar morals and values and beliefs about what we want for our lives
RELATING
DO you have a bf/gf if yes who? yes...my baby Paul
What do you find sexy about them: his body, his eyes, his smile, the cologne he wears, his sense of self confidence and his respect for me
A place where you want to have sex: on the beach
A strange place where you have had sex: in Paul's old explorer in the middle of an open field at night...when you want privacy, southern indiana is the best place to get it
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: when he kisses me and finds exactly the right buttons to push (intimately, that is), and when i hear him laugh
Describe your mate physically: he's about 5' 7 with short black hair and beautiful brown eyes...he's got a great body, too
Describle your mate's personality: honest, outgoing, fun-loving, smart, well mannered, and loyal
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked): he looks good in whatever he wears
What would you like your mate to do more of: I don't care, like i say he looks good in everything
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: do more photography and drawing
If you had more patience you would: definitely be a better nanny and a much better student
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: my weight
If you had no committments what would you be doing: right now? probably sleeping or making myself breakfast at home while reading a book or watching Family Guy
If you could have one super power what would it be: teleportation
If you could start all over.... I'd be stoked that I know what i know now and i'd plunge forward into the abyss without ever looking back...
Something important on your desk: right now it's my textbooks
When you sleep you wear: pj pants and a comfy tshirt, or my nightgown...depends on how hot the apartment is
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: a new computer
Something you don't have a lot of: CD's...i used to have a lot but mine got stolen, so did Paul's
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: the PS2, whatever books i could carry, and the framed pictures of me and Patience and me and Paul
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: cocaine...or valium
One person you have killed in your thoughts: honestly, no one...i've beaten some people very severely in my thoughts, but i've never murdered anyone...yet
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: honesty, spontenaiety, and trustworthiness
Who makes you laugh most often: Paul
A friend who you can tell anything: Patience
A friend you can go to for advice: Patience
The best piece of advice you had been given: be true to yourself and what your heart tells you is right. if you have any doubts about your well being in the matter whatsoever, don't do it
Two closest friends: Patience and Bridgett
The friend who uses most of your energy: well, we don't really do much when we get together, so no one
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: my eyes, my smile, and my loyalty to my loved ones
Your 3 worst qualities: worrying too much, the tendency to get pretty pessimistic on a bad day, and i guess i curse too much
Describe your Ideal self : worry-free and inspired to create beautiful things all the time
You are embarassed when: I make a silly mistake while cooking that costs the whole meal
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: mono...my throat was swollen shut and i couldn't take a sip of water without crying
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: losing Daniel Johnson suddenly and unexpectedly
Moment you are most ashamed of: getting pissed off at the lady at National City when she wouldn't let me cash Paul's check and flipping out in the parking lot...I think i actually scared Paul...or there was that time i got trashed in my room in stevenson and threw up all over the hallway and Billie and RV had to clean up my puke...i felt like an asshole
Your best physical feature: my eyes and my hair
Who/What makes you happy: my daddy, spending time with mom at the mall, reading books, cuddling with Paul, and getting silly with Bridgett and Patience
Who/what makes you sad: the republican government and crazy religious people
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: sadness and anger
The emotion you tend to experience most: surprise, happiness, worry, or sudden bad moods
The emotion you are feeling most lately: pretty much the happiest i've been in a long time right now
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: nothing
When you are angry you need: Tekken Tag so i can beat people up without actually hurting a real person, someone to listen to me vent, and lots of supportive hugs
When you are sentimental you need: someone who is willing to be just as sentimental to share my thoughts with me
When you are in love you need: it's more like want...and when I'm in love I want every true part of my lover as he is willing to give me
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: the first time i fell asleep in Paul's arms
One of your most tragic memories: hearing from my mom that Cory Stauble was killed
One of your angriest memories: recently seeing comments from some assholes on facebook who are being cruel and unaccepting of the new pastor at the church i used to go to...christians...ugh
A memory that makes you laugh: the time in St. Augustine on senior trip where I was in the pool across the parking lot from our hotel with Allie, Patience, and Emily and we looked up to see Laura emerging from our room after taking a nap...we started waving at her and telling her to come join us when out of nowhere, Bridgett comes barrelling out of the room next to ours wielding a large baguette bread she had just bought at the grocery and starts beating Laura senseless over the head with it...i've never laughed so hard
A memory that makes you happy: the night Paul told me he loved me
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: "Tell me what you think about this..."
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: "I can't stand gay people"
Two things appealing about people: smiles, the things people can bring to a conversation
A personality trait you find appealing: outgoing and able to start a conversation easily
Your secret passion: having my own darkroom
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: I have finally met an educated man who knows what's going on in the world and actually gives a shit about what i have to say. we have conversations about everything because we have similar morals and values and beliefs about what we want for our lives
RELATING
DO you have a bf/gf if yes who? yes...my baby Paul
What do you find sexy about them: his body, his eyes, his smile, the cologne he wears, his sense of self confidence and his respect for me
A place where you want to have sex: on the beach
A strange place where you have had sex: in Paul's old explorer in the middle of an open field at night...when you want privacy, southern indiana is the best place to get it
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: when he kisses me and finds exactly the right buttons to push (intimately, that is), and when i hear him laugh
Describe your mate physically: he's about 5' 7 with short black hair and beautiful brown eyes...he's got a great body, too
Describle your mate's personality: honest, outgoing, fun-loving, smart, well mannered, and loyal
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked): he looks good in whatever he wears
What would you like your mate to do more of: I don't care, like i say he looks good in everything
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: do more photography and drawing
If you had more patience you would: definitely be a better nanny and a much better student
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: my weight
If you had no committments what would you be doing: right now? probably sleeping or making myself breakfast at home while reading a book or watching Family Guy
If you could have one super power what would it be: teleportation
If you could start all over.... I'd be stoked that I know what i know now and i'd plunge forward into the abyss without ever looking back...