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Well seeing as i have been lacking in the journaling life, here comes a quick up-date on the current issues, happiness and general growing up thats gone on it my life!!
why is it that sometimes an ex will come along and get right back in your head, coz clearly they've realise they made a mistake, it is not only confusing, but this particular guy knows who to get right in my head!!! dam it!!
Ive decieded that it is now time to start shifting my excess uni weight, however im too ashame to weight myself coz i know i will be disgusted with myself, so im gonna do with weight watchers thing for a few weeks, before weighing myself, knowing that i wont feel like throwing myself off the nearest bridge or tall building!!! so ive been working on a points system since tuesday...my mums joined weight watchers so im doing it the cheap way!!
meg is fighting fit and looks ready to do a three day event in dressage, dont think shed hack the jumping, she could do an event on the best way to get mum off!!! everyday i sit on her i put my life in my own hands!!! haha the little nut bag.....i cant even recal a time when she was this excitable to ride, and she has had me off a few times now, but im getting used to it now...shes alittle demoned!!
today we did something that felt alittle like something youd see in the spanish riding school!! which was surpisingly easy to sit to, i have no choice but to actually ride her correctly now, which is good for the weight loss thing as i sweat buckets trying to get her striaght connected, in control and not turning her self inside out back to front and round the twist!! hacking is out of the question at the mo as road work bores us and when were not on the road shes a beast, only last week i ended up head to toe in mud, my mum as like shall i wash these clothes or just chuck them out!!!
I have developed a shocking addiction to shopping so avioding any places with shops which is kinda hard!!!
well i hope you crazy people are all ok, xx
why is it that sometimes an ex will come along and get right back in your head, coz clearly they've realise they made a mistake, it is not only confusing, but this particular guy knows who to get right in my head!!! dam it!!
Ive decieded that it is now time to start shifting my excess uni weight, however im too ashame to weight myself coz i know i will be disgusted with myself, so im gonna do with weight watchers thing for a few weeks, before weighing myself, knowing that i wont feel like throwing myself off the nearest bridge or tall building!!! so ive been working on a points system since tuesday...my mums joined weight watchers so im doing it the cheap way!!
meg is fighting fit and looks ready to do a three day event in dressage, dont think shed hack the jumping, she could do an event on the best way to get mum off!!! everyday i sit on her i put my life in my own hands!!! haha the little nut bag.....i cant even recal a time when she was this excitable to ride, and she has had me off a few times now, but im getting used to it now...shes alittle demoned!!
today we did something that felt alittle like something youd see in the spanish riding school!! which was surpisingly easy to sit to, i have no choice but to actually ride her correctly now, which is good for the weight loss thing as i sweat buckets trying to get her striaght connected, in control and not turning her self inside out back to front and round the twist!! hacking is out of the question at the mo as road work bores us and when were not on the road shes a beast, only last week i ended up head to toe in mud, my mum as like shall i wash these clothes or just chuck them out!!!
I have developed a shocking addiction to shopping so avioding any places with shops which is kinda hard!!!
well i hope you crazy people are all ok, xx